Life is Great

2007-10-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

I miss everything...

I think I lost my life.

2007-09-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Ayoko na lang magsalita. pipi na nga ako dati eh, ngayon wala pang bibig.

Love,
_____

Bakit ganoon, extremes are really hard to handle. minsan kasi ang hirap din ireach ang moderation. sometimes you try to be at one end and you do it because it is the right thing but is not effective so you're tempted to go to the other extreme right away to see results.

world, shut up and listen to me. I cant forever be an all out supporter. sometimes you have to shake it to protect yourself. I dont need cecon. I need power. I thirst and crave for power.

If I can't get it, it may seem impossible but i have limits too. It just takes one big bang to turn a sheep into a wolf.

i aint Ms Goody all the time. Fear what i can do.

But dont get me wrong, I am very very patient, still. Be very very careful not to abuse it.

August 30, 2007

2007-08-30T11:06:00.000+08:00

mood for today:
sana hindi ko na lang ginawa. sayang pagod. kaasar. naginitiate pero nabalewala pero no one's fault i guess. kainis pa rn. nasayang oras ko. must have spent the time for myself.

update:
parang antagal ko nawala. somehow nung nagbatangas ako akala ko tuloy sembreak na. pero nung pasok ulit rarr.. hell week. next weeks din. andami ko gusto sabihin ngayon.

sana maging ok na LS126 namin with regards dun sa product namin. i hope it would sell in the future. Bili kayo ng product namin ha. abangan ninyo ahaha.

i feel distant.

my isang homosapien na masasabi ko ay parehas sa babaeng aso. haha kilala ito ng isang pagong. no wonder may mga modern day sabrinas.

nakikinig ako ngaun ng mellow music. namimiss ko na mga carefree mornings like this kahit may exam ako. nagbasa rn ako ng witch kanina. ang saya ng ganito. time for myself which i always look for when I'm at home. I want to pamper myself.

kagabi sobrang pagod ako ndi ko alam bakit. cguro PMS na nga tlga. nagkakacramps na rn ako as preview. sa sobrang pagod ko after ko maglog out ng mga 8 pm nakatulog nako til 11 30. saka pa lang ako nagdinner! exag. kung kelan tulog na lahat. saka pa lang dn ak mag-aaral.

kinain ko ang 4 na expired na spongecake. go tummy!

gumagaling na naman sugat ko sa paa haha. mahirap lang maligo. maga pa rin braso pero onti lang. ang saya ng trip sa medical city haha.

can i just repeat.. ang saya tlga ng mga umagang ganito. ang saya ng mga umaga :) kasi usally ang gabi natin mas stressd. mas puyat pas may gngwa. pag umaga mas wla unless ma 730 class ka.

mga isda ko andami na namamtay. wla na c charlie. his moustache will forever be remembered. nahigop rin ung black molly. anu ba yan at ung isa na higop katawan at isa nawalan ng mata.

may pinaapoy kaming tao.HAHAHA

sana palaging ganito kasaya mga umaga ko :) ang saya ng pahinga :) the best forever in the middle of a stressed world.

nalulungkot ako for a friend. sana ok na sya.

depressed kahapon. as usual....

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. (5 beses ako nagbilang) at magbibilang pa.. ng maraming tinapay na nakakalason! ala snow white pero namatay sa tasty bread

i want beard papa. (sa nagbabasa nito. ang ganda nitong line noh?) hahha. BANG!

my letter to you

2007-08-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hello there!

I know how work can eat up much of your energy, drain you and and stress you a lot. Many times, we work our heads off, ignoring the other aspects of our lives such as our heath. Admit it or not, we don't want to just rely on coffee to keep us alive. We want to enhance our inner power to handle all these stressors.

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SUPERVILLAIN JA

2007-08-18T16:55:00.001+08:00

Your results:
You are Mystique

Mystique		81%
Poison Ivy		77%
Dr. Doom		61%
Green Goblin		61%
The Joker		59%
Venom		58%
Dark Phoenix		58%
Apocalypse		57%
Magneto		55%
Mr. Freeze		55%
Catwoman		53%
Two-Face		53%
Lex Luthor		51%
Juggernaut		49%
Kingpin		35%
Riddler		31%

Sometimes motherly, sometimes a beautiful companion, but most of the time a deceiving vixen.

Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

2007-08-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

You're a Steady Supporter

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Janelle, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

2007-08-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

You're a Order And Balance!

The Dream Interpretation Test
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Janelle, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Order And Balance

You're dreaming about something that feels just out of your control. This means that in some area of your life, you desire a way to rein in the external chaos that's impacting you and once again feel on top of things. Dreams are the stories your unconscious narrates each night as you sleep. To find out which of your dreams revealed your Order And Balance dream theme, get your Dream Interpretation Report now!

yellow daw

2007-08-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

Janelle, your relationship color is Yellow

This means that you tend to be an agreeable partner who possesses both flexibility and a knack for compromise. Above all, you appear to make a real effort to keep things positive between you and the one you love. In fact, there are many times when you may feel that it's better to downplay problems rather than talk about them endlessly. This can be especially true when you and your partner hit on a tough issue that you don't think the two of you can reach agreement on. After all, there are so many positive, happy things to enjoy in a relationship that you probably feel it's a waste of time to dwell on the negative.
People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

You're a Yellow!

The Relationship Color Test
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happy meter

2007-08-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

You're a Contentment!

The Happiness Test
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asul

2007-08-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

Because we are so in to EGAY, we want more of no classes. ANd because someone (by the name of kirk) texted me with a no-class prank, i tried re-creating it using my YM status message that says: According to CHED and DEPED.. WALANG PASOK............. sa probinsya.. hahah.

then i got this from adrian. natawa ako haha. gumaganti lang po.

adriansarm: fuck you ja

adriansarm: bwisit ka

adriansarm: haha

pajamas: hahahha

pajamas: fuck you too adrian

pajamas: :D

adriansarm: haha

i hope my mood stays happy..

afsdfsd

2007-08-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

ang sakit ng ulo ko...
health is deteriorating.. cant handle pressure.. toot toot toot KABOOM!

MEANWHILE.. this picture looks pretty. heheh.

antagal... gusto ko na kumain ng bangus..

I'm in the wrong course

2007-08-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

You scored as Psychology/Sociology, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Psychology/Sociology

75%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

75%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

69%

Visual&PerformingArts

63%

Education/Counseling

56%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

50%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

38%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

38%

Religion/Theology

31%

HR/BusinessManagement

31%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

31%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

25%

English/Journalism/Comm

19%

Mathematics/Statistics

19%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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tlga? haha

2007-08-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

Janelle, your best quality shines through in how Independent you are

The fact that you're an independent person who is usually able to handle things in a self-sufficient manner really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a person who is curious, loves to experiment, and tries new things. You are a calm, relaxed person who tends to take life in stride, too.In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 1 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.

Green

2007-08-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

Talking about green stuff.. (ndi po bastos na green pero envt na green)

hmm i wonder what ever happened to all the petition people make on the segregation of trash around campus. well, the maintenance always mixes the black and the green bins anyway but.. i just can't imagine how people can be so apathetic to the environment.

AH.

maybe because they are not affected and they are living in a good environment. that's why they don't care. A movie advertisement once said that Filipinos are clean by themselves when it comes to their own bodies. they wash regularly, take a bath everyday but they throw their waste outside of their homes, leaving the outside/their surroundings dirty. TSK TSK.

and yes ive seen it most of the time. people like to be organized but they dump a lot of trash. what i am pointing out right now is that if you can avoid having those excesses, maybe you can avoid trash thrown away. or if not, find a better alternative.

Sometimes, I want to force trash into people's mouths. Their own trash. so they can realize that their trash is overflowing that they they can't swallow them anymore. People who waste a lot of energy, especially water are so pathetic. Next time, if you're not privelged enough to be blessed with such resources, I hope you won't complain because I'll give you one big slap if you do.

2007-07-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

may isang unggoy. masaya. kasi apat na ang kamay nya. :)

2007-07-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

mahrap tlga masabi noh kpg ang isang tao ay pumasok sa trabaho kasi talgang concerned sya. pero turns out other people go to work for the sake of the rewards.

pitiful.

2007-07-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

finalyy naprove ko rin sa sarili ko. im not a 100% WIMP!

kitams! hahaha. i can do stuff other women can't. and to think na kahit lampayatot ako tingnan, mas malakas at mas ndi nmn ako maarte pag dating sa buhatan o akyatan! at lakaran! OHA!

kahit na talo ako sa mga arm wrestling sa mga lalaki, mas masipag pa rin ako maglakad! nyahhaa. mas masipag ako magphysical work!

JA FEELS ENERGIZED. KABOOM!

2007-06-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

nakakainis maging babae noh?

kung pwede lang ilipat mga hormones namin sa mga lalaki. nakakainis ang PMS at during state eh. hindi lang nakakaapekto sa physical health, pati emotional health apektado.

kainis.

kwentong kabibe

2007-06-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

may isang babaeng may tinatagong kabibe sa katawan. ayaw naman ilabas pero inaakit at kinekwento sa malapit na kaibigan.

pag tinanong naman ng patingin, ayaw naman ipakita ngunit ipapakita sa katabi.

what a story. pero nakakainis.

etong sayo! KABOOM!

Pessimism

2007-06-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

They say people can do great things. I say people don't really care about the things they do but themselves.

They say people are special in their own unique ways. I say people just make it all up.

They say people aim for greatness. I say people are just creating a pointless direction.

They say people have good in them. I say people just show it off.

kwentong gutom

2007-06-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

may kwento ng isang mamimili na nahihirapan bilhin kung anong meryenda ang gusto nya.

manok o baboy.

hindi siya makapili kasi nakakausap nya ang 2. magtatampo ang manok kung hindi siya pipiliin. magtatampo naman ang baboy kung hindi siya pipiliin. hindi tuloy makapili ang mamimili.

alam ng mamimili na paborito niya ang dalawa. mahirap pagpilian ang mga paborito. kapag hindi nabili ang isa, mapapanis ung isa. masisira. pag pinilit naman kainin ung dalwa. mas komplikado. magaaway ang dlwa sa tiyan dahil masyadong busog. hindi makakayanan ng mamimili ang napakaraming pagkain at sa huli, bka i-ebak nya ang mga ito.

magpapagutom na lang ba? abangan.

update ke ja

2007-05-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

ewan ko ano nangyari sa health ko. alam mo nakakainis tlga ang 3rd yr MAC. feel ko tumanda ako to the nth degree. parang bigla tlga ako naging wimp. ambilis mapagod at mabilis masuka at mahilo. peste. pati mga ugat ko mararamdaman ko na at madalas din sumakit ang aking ulo.

health o health.

you are so precious.

how can i save you? kapag andaming stress sa buhay. at parating na ang 4th yr. mamatay na naman yata ako. (yuck parang nabuhay ako eh noh? haha)

sana .. sana lang naman... meron akong healing powers tulad ni clare sa heroes haha. i like that.

para pwd ko maramdaman mga feeling of death kasi pwd ka nmn mabuhay muli.

speaking of MULI, ambulok nya.

depressing story

2007-05-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

kadiri tong post na to wag niyo basahin.

merong mga guaranteed na pampasaya ke ja na sya lgn pwd gumawa.

a good cry
a little music
(and dancing)
sleep

tinotopak na naman ako bwisit na buhay to..

sometyms the more na tinatry ko iplease ung iba, the more i get lost within myself. i dont know who i am anymore. nawawala ako.. ni hindi ko nga alam kung ang paborito kong pagkain ay paborito ko ba tlga o paborito dn ng iba kaya gusto ko rn?

ja: anu ba ja.. nakakapikon ka na ha. puro ka nlgn topak ng topak. pano mo maayos yan .. baliw ka tlga. baliww

ja2: oo nga baliw nako tingnan mo o. aloolooloo..

ja: oo nakkaahiya ka.. sabi nga sa txt db .. ang pinakanakakatakot mangyari ay hindi mawalan ng minamahal kundi kapag hindi mo na kilala ang sarili mo.

ja2: oo nga eh. sino nga ba ako at bakti mo ko kinakausap? peste ka. nangengealam ka ng buhay ng may buhay. aswang ka ba? baho kasi ng hininga mo eh.

ja: hoy nagbactidol kaya ako. baka ikaw. saka pano ako magigigng aswang eh kumakain ngako ng bawang kaya mabantot hininga ko. ang aswang ayaw sa bawang.

ja2: ay oo nga noh. tanga ko ahihihi.

ja: iakw baliw talaga..

ja2: ayan. yan nmn pla ang sagot eh. magpakabaliw para maging masaya.

ja: oo parang parang.. ung nasa mental. ung mga tumatalon sa bldg para may kwenta nmn buhay nila. kasi pag ndi nila gnwa un. di sila special. wla sila sa mga dyaryo.

ja2: oo nga. para may kwenta ang buhay mo, kelangan gago ka. kasi kung ndi, di ka papansinin. wla kang saysay sa kasaysayan. tingnan mo nga sina Magellan. kelangn makipag-saksakan dn tau.

ja: oo fishballs sticks!

ja2: ako isaw sticks para mas sunog! kasi charcoal ang gamit!

ja: ako with matching spoon! para pag nasundot ko na ang mata at gumulong, pwd ko iscoop!

ja2: tama! hayan! sige ako rin! kukuha ako ng balde. kasi ndi nmn small ako tutusukin ko eh. EXTRA LARGE! kasi mata ng cyclops!

ja: talga? meron ba nun?

ja2: oo. tumingin ka kaya sa salamin.

ja: yabang mo ah. tirisin kita ng giant tweezers eh. isa kang malaking buhok. isang strand ka lang na tinubuan ng mukha.

ja2: alam mo ja, may napansin ako.

ja: ano?

ja2: mas masaya nako kesa kanina.

ja: onga eh pansin ko rin. sabi sau malilimutan mo rin yang iniisip mo eh. bsta ang solusyon. ilabas ang tunay na kulay. magpakatotoo.

ja2: in short: BALIW.

ja: tama!

ja2: APIR!

summary of my whole China Business Tour

2007-05-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

these are the pictures of my friends back in China :) and will still be :)

mostly mga pictures dyan sympre kung saan close up mukha ko at mukha ng kapicture ko hahah. :)

ja loves to be back but hates the heat.

airconnnnn...

2007-03-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

blog im so sorry. ndi na kita napapansin haha. si OPMAN kasi eh.

grbe di ko na mabilang ilang beses ko na nakikita si PBB boy. GAZILLION TIMES!

Opman defense na sa sabado. yeheyy matatapos na rin!

Gulat ako nakit ako si Ealden kanina sa may school at nagchikahan kami haah. tagal na ndi nag-usap.

speaking of matagal nang hindi nag-uusap, nakausap ko c chari! live in the US hahah. YM lng :) i miss chari. my nanay in the org who made me feel the babiest i could ever be.

i like mango cake!

i feel like i am 30 years old...

nakakdehydrate ang kape. sobrang nagdeteriorate health ko sa 3rd yr. wimp na nga eh, nawimp pa lalo! OO NA WIMP NA!

im so excited for next yr. :)

malapit nako umalis for china. one month to go and ill be seeing a lot of my look alikes. hey fellow chinks!

someone just drowned in a river with a bangus stuck in his mouth smiling.

if i am going to die right now, i want to have my statue built. I just dont know where to properly place it. Maybe in a school.. nahh.. maybe in the middle of a body of water. ala statue of liberty!

kill me now. im so tired... pwd nako matulog for eternity!

benta benta loo

2007-02-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

VALENTINES TUMBLERS FOR SALE

meron in blue and red. yang sa picture red lang hahah. so u want to see the blue one? check out sa THE BIG BOX sa SOM mall hahaha.

P180 sya doon. customized designs pwd rn. :) just contact ja :) u know how to contact me ryt?

2007-02-08T01:37:00.000+08:00

hi blog. antagal ko n rn pla ndi nakasulat dito. im sorry. ndi kita nabgyan ng quality time hahha.

dear blog, masayang masaya ako. sarap gayahin ung term ni LJ. SHNEAKY SHNEAKY hahahah.

masarap magsneaky sneaky hahah. want some snickers?

things to say and let u know:

pangit ang lasa ng empanada ng Conti's
wala akong kwenta
ayoko ng mga biscuits o cookies o anu pa mang snacks na usually asa foil pack tulad ng mg inpit, cupcake, pretzels, knick knacks (yuck), mga super tamis na nakakuhaw at diabetes
may bagong klase ng suicide: VETSIN SUICIDE (yan ng gnwa ni carlo)
"pangit ka. baluga ako" - michael v
"if you failed to prepare, preapre to fail" --carissa's planner
i need more muscles
ndi ko pa rn nagagawa kong secret mission sa ****** (dont ask, secret nga eh)
does S like S? put them together SS! gaya-gaya! hhaha
lab lab = piracy!
did you know that whip creams can clog ur arteries? say no to whip creams on top of starbucks coffees! (belat d ko umiinom)
maraming deliakdong lolo ha.. :(
ano kaya feeling ng amerikana kong klasmeyt sa finance? natitiis nya kaya pagkain dito? e sisig? isaw?
bkt ndi dumidikit o tumitigas ung cap ng mighty bond?
1:11 2:22 3:33 4:44 5:55
i am madam auring!
ang garter pag maluwag.. dpt iniipit
punchline nng mga punchline: wala nakong maicp na punchline, kasi.. ikaw lang lagi ang naiicp ko eh. (joan: hahahah)
punch me, ul see me wearing shades next day, so when u see me wear shades, i have blackeye hahaha.
i wonder what ja cartoon would look like
if i want to turn my life into a movie, i want bea alonzo to be JA hahaha. d bagay ata :P edi kim chiu?
dati uso ang straight,. ngun kulot at bangs. anu kaya next tym? kalbo? kalbo na? dream come true!
skinny jeans dn pla ngaun, pati mini shorts, pati mga closed flats. panu pag next tym ano na?? go back to bahag!! go fanny serrano! gusto k omatry masuot ung mga tuxedo. na maraming compartments for guns
lagyan kaya natin ng pustiso ang aso? eh braces? o kaya papurulin para d na carnivore. sosyal eh. dpt gulay lng
"kid: so are u gay?"
"man: yes!"
"kid: wow! very open!"
sam milby and piolo togather forever, wag nyo nmn intrigahin. d nmn cla bading eh. kugn totoo man, leave them alone.
i love john lloyd and bea love team!
carissa: sea cucucmber, ja: lupa
msg ko sau: pangit
HTML anu pwd ibang longer word for that? Hoy Tigilian Mo Lauang hHHAHHA
marami palang uri ng chocolate: mais kamote sili orange at dates. (thanks kipp for the chili)
may mga taong defensive: bakla ka nh? ndi!! nagbbsa ka ng girl mag nh? ndi nga!! bkt ko nmn babasahn un??!
ang taong dating mahabng buhok... ngaun maikli na
sino ba karapat dapat?
nasagip kaya si paolo sa startstruck?
hindi nauubusan ng lahi: langgam
pwede bang lumipad muna ang kalahating ktwan at iwan ang other bottom half sa xavier hall?
EEEEEEEEEEP!

2007-01-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

Sa tindahan ni Manang Sonia,

Ja: Miss, pwede po ba pabili ng Kalayaan?
Sonia: Wala kami noon eh. sorry.
Ja: eh kung babayaran ko kayo ng napakaraming ngiti? pwede nyo bako tulungan hanapin iyon?
Sonia: Sorry ineng, hindi kita matuutlungan.
Ja: alam ko. tanga siguro ako para itanong sa iyon. sorry sa abala.

2007-01-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

kill meeeeee..........

masaya opman pero ang hirappp huhuhuh...

buong factory aalamin ko? WHAT THE HECK! huhuhuhu..

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ang galing.. kanina nanonood ako ng SOP sa tv. natuwa ako sa idea ng GMA 7 na maglabas ng asianovela na mga pinoy ang bida. O diba? Alfred Vargas and Carrie Lee (malaysian actress). pero chinese ata un eh. sa mukha pa lang. grbe tlga. ang galing ng concept haha naattract ako sobra sa idea! manunuod ko for sure! sana mapalabas din un abroad, at tangkilikin ng ibang tao.

gulat ako. alfred vargas? wow! may own telenovela na! asenso haha. ok nmn sya ever since pero wala lang. to think na sobrang hindi pa siya todo sikat at big star sa industry. galing. haha. galing tlga ng concept napawow ako! wahhaha! si alfred isa sa mga artista na nasubaybayan ko sa showbiz esp nung nagsisimula pa lang sya maging maappear sa tv. may itsura dn nmn. sexy model ata sya eh.

btw, kamukha ni carrie lee si toni gonzaga pag kulot sila. hahah

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wala na akong buhay. ang ganda nung starstruck na babae na mukhang tibo. haha mejo may tiyan sya though pero cutie hahah. ang galing kasi nagtitiu-tibuan itsura nya pero babaeng babae ung mukha at nakaboycut pa. ganda ng eyes nya ah.

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kainis walang available adobe or macromedia classes for me sa pcci. darn. gusto ko tlga mag-aral ng maraming software!!!! bulok padn ako sa flash. dami ko nakita na magandang digital art sa net. kakainggit haha.

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wala na akong nakakain na masustansya. sorry dn po moder nature, bumibili ako ng styro these past few days kasi wla akong baon. sa SOM mall pa naman puro styro.

adik ulit sa paint

2007-01-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

random (think out loud)

2007-01-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

excited nako sa summer!! nakita ko multiply ni zsa ang saya nila! dumaan pa silang HK disney!! weeee!!
tumatangkad na naman ako
sana makita ko si juday soon ahha
si PBB Boy joaqui ilang beses ko nang nakikita . ilang strikes na! nakabonnet pa one tym
nakita ko si bitoy in person!
ang saya ng radyo sa gabi. puro ja songs
d pa rin ubos white rabbit ni lippy
puyatan na naman
tumitibay ako sa alcohol wahha
dumadami ung napuputol kong buhok, pang ibon talga.
d ko pa naggawa secret mission ko sa sanggu haha
frustrated cook ako
gumulo ulit kwarto ko after ko ayusin nung break
sana maging masaya lahat ng tao
ano kaya mangyayari after this school year?
ayoko na magtheo.
sinusuka ko na ang chem
kung nanalo ako ng pera, igagastos ko sa footwear haha
feel ko andami kong responsibilidad
nabali ko plastic namin :(
ambango ng air freshener sa CR ko
feel ko sa next blood test ko, pangit nanaman resulta
andaming nabulok na food na leftover from th eholidays :(
anu kaya gngwa ng iba kong blokmates?
ako ba si ja?
gusto ko magkaraoke ulit
parang di ko naramdaman ang Pasko sa sobrang bilis
hindi pa rin ako marunong magadobe illustrator at flash.
iinom ako ng tsaa
lagi puno inobx ko
ayoko na tumangkad
sana may business nako na pwd simulan
kaya ko ba harapin yung magulong buhay ng trabaho?
o magyayaya nlng kao? wahha
gusto ko na lang matulog forever. wag nyo nako gisingin ha?

sa toto lng, hindi nmn yan ang gusto ko tlga sabhn eh. ewan ko ba. parang nagbago ang lahat. kania sa kotse papasok sa eskwela. iba. nang makita ko ung mga billboards. ang engrande. lahat ng bagay sa paligid. sigurado gwa ng isang malaking corporasyon. kaht ung plstic na lumilipad sa klaye. mayaman may gawa nun. paano ba maayos ung kahirapan sa mundo? nakakainis paminsan kasi minsan pinorpoblema ko ang problema ng mundo. hindi nmn ako darna para maayos un. pero hindi ako mapakali kasi wala ako nakikitang concrete result sa mga gngwa ko. nakaktulong ba ang isang ja? wehh.. ndi nmn ata eh. ewan ko.

minsan hindi ko maatim na habang kumakain ako ng masarap ng pagkain alam ko na may ibang tao na hindi ganun ung nararanasan. kht ndi ko sila nakikita. lalo n minsan pag hinahawakan ko mga fingers ko. masaya ako kasi kumpleto pa sila. kahit buhok ko. ung iba nakakalbo na. buti ako putol putol lang. at ung mga ugat? masaya na rn ako kasi hindi lng nmn pla kao meron whaha NANDAMAY! :) joke. hindi. what i mean is. hndi nmn pla dpt big issue un.

minsan hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako sa buhay ko. masaya ako dahil ok nmn ako. pero nakakainis dn kasi wla ako magawa para iangat ung other side. anu b dpt ko gawn para makatulong? donasyon? pera? un nlng ba tlga? parang gasgas na eh. ndi nmn nagwowork.

minsan baliw na nga cguro ako. naniniwala ako na pag magconcentrate ako, magkakaron ako ng powrs. babarilin ko nlng lahat ng basura . izazap ko mga dumi. tapos lahat ng gutom zazap ko rn para instant busog sila. utopia ata gusto ko . pero bwal nmn un. d mangayyari.

ay ewan. antok nako. baliw na rn cguro. nakakfrustrate kasi ndi ko makita san napupunta ung munting efforts ko. kahit na sa envt. ewan ko ba. nakakalungkot. andami sa mga kabatch ko bigla naging instant smoker. gets ko nmn kung naadik sila eh. pero pls nmn. konting effort nmn para magbago. ndi lng nmn kasi kayo lng ung dp tiniintindi eh.

ewam ko pero minsan andrama ko. mablis tlga ako malungkot sa tuwing naiicp ko na naccra si mother nature. cguro kung legendary figure ako. alagad ako ni mother nature. ako si MAMA RENE. siya si MADER. sugo nyako. hahaha.

SA MGA WALANG PAKIALAM SA KALIKASAN, maawa naman kayo sa iba. everything has a social consequence. eto nlng ha, smoking pa lang nakakbaog na. gusto nyo ba un? nakakitim pa ng nguso at yellow ng teeth. kasi kung gusto nyo manigarilyo, langhapin nyo lht ng hangin para kayo lng mabulok. tutal kayo dn nmn may gusto nyan eh. edi kayo rn magsuffer. wag kayo mandamay. tigas ng ulo nyo eh. kung ako lng masusunod, sinapak ko na kayo lahat. at dinurog lahat ng ashes sa lungs nyo.

sensitivity at malasakit nmn jan.

voter na ko! in time hahaha

2006-12-30T20:56:00.001+08:00

ja report #1

REGISTRATION NG VOTERS ID

mainit
amoy pawis
maraming nagrereklamo
walang pila
walang sistema
saw some Ateneans though
HINDI AKO MAKAHINGA

pero ok din naman in the end hahaa.

marami ako narinig na mga rants ng bawat tao. like:

hoy wag nmn kayo mangapak ng paa, ulo nlng!
stampede aabutin natin dito!
aba palakasan ata dito eh!
kung may baril lang ako may nabaril nako dito!
mapapaaway ako dito eh!
gobyerno talaga oo
dapat sa barangay nlng ito gngwa!
paano ba naman makkapagregister, eh may pasok at trabaho kami!
teka lng, wag kayo manulak!
senior citizen na mga magulang namin andito na kami!
aba may bigtime!
amoy sariwa pa itong mga toh, kami basnag basa na sa pawis!
hanubayan!

whahha at marami pa ng iba. although nakakainis rn personally kasi ang gulo talga. at ang init init. muntik na ako maubusan ng hininga dun dahil may higanteng mataba akong katabi at naipit ako dun sa dulo ng ahllway kung san wla ng hangin! blocked na ung air ko!! kung pwd lang ako kumuha ng oxygen tank. nakakatawa nga eh kasi sa sobrang sikip at sa sobrang dami ng umpak ng paa ko, hindi ka na tlga makkagalaw. as in! kaya sinasandalan ko nlgn mga nasa likod ko wahha. kasi out of balanced na rn ako eh. pwd mo na sila sandalan at hindi sila mahuhulog. ganun kasikip! nanunulak ung iba, sige tulak din!

may narealize ako. hindi tlga ako pwd pansigaw. nag maverify ung name ko. sinabi "janelle cua" sb ko "AHHKOOOO POO HYUNN!" parang paos na lalaking boses. weirdo. bulok ko tlga sumigaw. hndi pa ako pinapansin pag sinisigaw kong "ate!!"

after mafill up ko ung 2 form, tick tock antay ng tawag para sa picture... grbe d ko na kaya tlga.. pero sige lang. iniicp ko sige lng janelle. tiis ka pa. kaya mo pa yan. go go go. tulak dyan tulak doon. sige lang, bsta antay ka lng. pag patak ng 12 o clock. "lord, bibigay nako please tawagin na poko." *crossed fingers*

"CUA, JANELLE!"

YAHHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

"Thank you Lord" hahahha. saya!! but not quite. naabutan kami ng break ng ofc haha. pero kaht na. at least bngyan kami ng numero para pag balik ng 1:30, mabilis na.

1:30 pm

woooooooooooo!! parang VIP ako wahha. belat nyong lahat may VIP pass ako hwhaha kasi naabutan lgn akmi ng break!! picture picture. wla magulo na buhok ko. puro tikwas dahil sa tali ng buhok at dpt daw ilugay haha. hayun bhla na. d nako ngumiti whaha. *click*

YESSSSSSSS!!! im done! go back jan 22 to get id. grah.

grbe yun. feel na feel ko lht ng dugo ko asa paa ko na. to find a chair was heaven hahaha. kumain kami sa chowking ng nanay ko! large braised beef at petie halo halo! wahahah! takaw ko!!! pero saya kasi ang init sa munisipyo. tapos anlamig ng halo2! hello sakit! wahhaha

dumating pla u ng gwapong councilor daw. un ung bigtime. expresslane. ganda ng kasama nya ha. anak ba un o asawa? hahaha.

mga atensita na nakita ko : dice, gita, some afro guy, and sina des and friends haha

i wonder asan mga ica-xs na kilala ko? eh mga taga san juan mga lokong un ah. wala? weird.

can this help you get to know me better?

2006-12-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Janelle, the right jobs for you would allow you to be Creative and Analytical

With your skills, you could be earning up to $83,000 per year. Find out which jobs match these skills in your personalized Right Job Report.
You're a visionary in many people's eyes — able to think outside the box and to come up with your own solutions. You're creative not necessarily in the artistic sense, but because you can expand your mind to do things differently from others.

It might take a while for colleagues to recognize and reward you for your entrepreneurial spirit and abilities. That could be because they envy you, or because they find your ideas slightly rebellious — willing to go against the current.

All in all, you make it hard for people to pigeon hole you. That is why you, more than others, need a job that allows you to play to your strengths, break out of the mold, and truly excel.

Janelle, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace

You are driven by a higher purpose than most people. You have a deeply-rooted desire to facilitate peacefulness in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with love ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to influence the world.

You are driven by a desire to encourage others to think about the positive side of things instead of focusing on the negative. The reason your unconscious is consumed by this might stem from an innate fear of war and turmoil. Thus, to avoid that uncomfortable place for you, your unconscious seeks out the peace in your environment.

Usually, the thing that underlies this unconscious drive is a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it. As a result, your personal integrity acts as a surrogate for your deeper drive toward peace and guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Peace, there is much more to who you are at your core.

Janelle, you're a Critic!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Critic which means you are a Thinker / Success Your primary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics.

That means you're complex, thoughtful and never content to skate on the surface. Chances are you veer towards being so analytical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. The truth is that you have a very perceptive, gentle spirit.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment? Or that sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss? How could we have divined that there's a part deep inside you that's aching to make more money?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Critic.

And that's just scratching the surface.

Janelle, when it comes to psychic abilities, you have an unusually strong talent in the area of Clairvoyance

This means you have an uncanny ability to see things that others can't. Transcending space, your mind is able to see physical objects from a distance, especially when they are particularly relevant to you or someone you know. For instance, you may suddenly get the feeling that there is a major traffic jam down the street from where you're driving and will know to avoid the area and take another route. Or perhaps a friend has lost a valuable piece of jewelry, and you get the sense that it is in their bathroom; later you find out that indeed that is where they found it.

Normally, people with your gift only occasionally have the opportunity to witness that their hunches are correct; however, there are ways you can get a stronger sense of it yourself. The more you understand your ability, the more you will be able to utilize it like a tool that can be applied in many positive ways.

While your strongest psychic talent is Clairvoyance, Tickle also analyzed your psychic strengths in:
Retrocognition: The ability to know what happened in the past.
Precognition: The ability to know what will happen in the future.
Remote viewing: The ability to see physical objects at a distance.
Telepathy: The ability to tune into others' thoughts.

Janelle, your sense of humor is Goofy Humor

You have your standards: They may be low, but at least you have them. Sure, subtle wit makes some people grin and say, "Now that's funny." But you know the Three Stooges makes people howl with laughter. It's the physical stuff, the poop jokes and funny voices, that get you going because you have a goofy sense of humor. You have no problem making a fool of yourself as long as your moves to "fake" a fall break the ice and make people feel comfortable.

Wit, sarcasm, and satire can get lost in the translation, but a whoopee cushion is universal. Yes, it may be lowbrow — heck, it may even be nobrow, but getting laughs is what matters to you. From ye old court jesters to the kids of South Park, you and your goofy sense of humor are in good company.

Janelle, the brightest color in your aura is Violet

Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having Violet as your brightest color means that the sixth layer of your aura is the most vibrant. You experience exceptional peace and purity, which radiates from your aura. You see your purpose clearly and that has allowed you to make excellent choices in many areas of your life.

Janelle, the shape of your hand reveals that you are especially good at Listening to your heart

Based on the signs in your palm, you have much to gain by listening to your intuition when making decisions — even if it doesn't seem rational. By putting directed energy toward the wisdom of your heart, your efforts will be returned multi-fold.

Janelle, your personality is shaped by your Social nature.

Your social skills make it easy for you to jump in and take action, whether the situation involves interacting with other people or just cutting through the clutter to get something done. You probably tend to be outgoing and expressive, and you love being in the company of others for most activities.
But that's just the beginning of what this projective personality test can tell you. The pictures you saw in the test are ambiguous — they don't inherently represent anything on their own. But they elicited responses from you nonetheless.

Your impressions of what the images mean, or the characteristics they possess, is one of the most reliable ways to determine aspects of your personality.

Janelle, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Conscientious

You are the kind of person others depend on. You're competent, self-disciplined, and able to carry through with any plan you create. You've just got it together. You're also good at weighing the pros and cons of any situation and making sound, well-informed decisions. Compared to others who are conscientious, you are unusually thoughtful. Only 5.5% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

Janelle, your strongest sense is right and wrong.

Janelle, you're a Type 2 - The Humanitarian

Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your caring and generous nature. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you'll usually offer a shoulder to cry on and unparalleled compassion. As a Humanitarian, you're likely to be seen as a loving and helpful person with a kind heart.

Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Mother Teresa, with her tireless devotion to aid the sick and destitute members of society, and Bishop Desmond Tutu, with his emphasis on nonviolent protest against racial injustices, are also Type 2s

This means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of empathy for other people. In fact, you're the kind of warm, sincere person who can be uniquely capable of seeing the good in others.

Janelle, the thing you need most in a relationship is Quiet Stability

In your ideal world, you would like a relationship structure that is fairly well set — one that doesn't change too often. Although relying on this routine may make it more difficult for you to cope with the inevitable fluctuations within any relationship, you're willing to risk that so you can have a strong sense of stability, security, and privacy with your partner. Because you and your partner would ideally have your patterns set, you'd likely encounter little conflict, and would enjoy the freedom to do your own thing. You desire a comfortable balance of routine and independence, and as long as neither partner's needs are being ignored, neither of you would need a demanding level of intimacy.

Janelle, your crush is the Class Clown

Seriously forks. Only a guy with a great sense of humor stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie. Going back-to-school doesn't have to be a bland and boring time. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face.

Even when attending mandatory student assemblies and classes that last for days, you're a girl with an active mind and funny bone. Thankfully, your new crush should liven up even the dullest of moments. Maybe he's cracking jokes in History class, writing witty pieces for the newspaper, or hamming it up in the lunchroom. Wherever you find him, you'll be in for an entertaining school year!

Janelle, you're fit to commit because you've met the right person

Sure, you've been in love before, but it looks like you've really found a match in this one. You've probably been around the block a few times, and you know exactly what's out there. Whether you've had a few heartbreaks or some dating disasters, you know a keeper when you find it.

You're a fun and energetic catch yourself, and you know that the secret to a great relationship is good communication and good times. An honest soul, you believe in lasting love and making things work. Keep up the good work!

Janelle, you're fit to commit because you've met the right person

Sure, you've been in love before, but it looks like you've really found a match in this one. You've probably been around the block a few times, and you know exactly what's out there. Whether you've had a few heartbreaks or some dating disasters, you know a keeper when you find it.

You're a fun and energetic catch yourself, and you know that the secret to a great relationship is good communication and good times. An honest soul, you believe in lasting love and making things work. Keep up the good work!

Janelle, you find love in a Fairy Tale

Glass slippers, traveling minstrels, knights in shining armor. These are some of the classic components of fairy tales. And when it comes to your real-life love life, you'll take 'em in the form of candy and flowers, poems describing your beauty, tiny velvet boxes, and the like. Whether you are single or settled, you're a firm believer that the fairy tale shouldn't end when someone is carried over the threshold (though that's a pretty fun part, too).

You sometimes have to work to get your head out of the clouds, but your optimistic spirit and love-conquers-all attitude helps you deal with the good and bad that life might throw your way. As long as you can spot a poison apple when it knocks on your door, you'll always be able to find your happy ending.

Janelle, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Compassion

In other words, your uncompromisingly compassionate nature directly affects how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.

For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can lend a helping hand to those who really need it. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in compassion and the range of emotions it triggers.

Based on your belief in compassion, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?

Janelle, you're 37% masculine

This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men.

You're also 63% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.

But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

Janelle, your IQ score is 110

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you an Analytic Detective. This means you are an unusually talented problem-solver. You are able to think through a process step-by-step, and know how to zero in on anything that is even remotely illogical. Compared to others you are very adept at discerning numerical patterns and solving difficult equations.

Janelle, you love to indulge in a Little Personal Time

For someone who's as on-the-go as you, the greatest indulgence of all is a hearty dose of rest and relaxation. Charming and fun, you love spending time with family and friends, but there's also a mellow and quiet side of you that relishes time alone with your thoughts.

Whether you like to take long walks, catch an afternoon blockbuster, or check out a hip new art exhibit, you like exploring the world on your own terms and learning more about yourself in the process. Not one to harp on the past or obsess about the future, you have a confident and graceful way of savoring each experience as it comes. Stay cool!

Janelle, you should pick your Zen Friend

You know who we're talking about — the person who always has their head on straight, who can sound reasonable even in the most unreasonable of times, and who makes you calmer just by standing in the same room as you. Whether you've known them all your life or recently met them in yoga class, there's just something about this calming companion that made you realize from the very beginning you wanted them in your life.

This highly evolved, kind, caring, and soothing sidekick has a contagiously peaceful presence. Their grounding influence and nurturing heart give you a spiritual boost you don't easily find with others. The two of you share an appreciation for individual expression that makes any time a perfect time to spend together. Ommm!

hello december

2006-12-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

kanina kumain kami sa mann hann para sa bday ng papa ko. pero hindi ako natuwa kasi may nakita akong bata sa labas. habang kumakain ako sa loob, hindi ko maatim na alam kong may gutom sa labas. sa bawat subo, katumbas ay pagkalam ng sikmura. @&%^#@%

pero hindi mo rin naman kaya tulungan ang lahat kasi hindi naman ako si darna. kaya ano ang dapat gawin? hindi ko rin alam. kaya minsan pag nsa kotse ako at may nakikita kaong papalapit na mga ganyan, pumipikit na lang ako. kunwari wala akong nakikita o naririnig na katok. nakakalungkot eh. parang nakakdurog ng puso. :(

sabi nga ng mga nakilala ko sa altp, andami nilang pangarap na gusto matupad pero hindi maabot. dahil kulang sa pera. may nakilala ako na gusto maging industrial engineer pero naguturo na lang kai iyon lang iyong available na course sa probinsya nila. hayy..

malapit na pala magpasko ano? ano kaya gusto nila matanggap? Magwiwish na lang ako kay God. na sana kahit papaano, maging masaya sila sa pasko :) sana may fried chicken sa lamesa. o kaya coca-cola na paghahatian haha! o kahit mag-inuman sila at magtugtugan sa harap ng pulutan! basta sana maging masaya sila sa araw ng pasko :)

hindi ko na minsan narerealize na anlapit na pla ng pasko kasi naman andami gagawin. ang saya kung kelan ako nagcut ng chem saka ako nakaperfect sa quiz whahah! away pa ng away nanay at tatay ko. sanmo naman mararamdaman ang pasko diba? ahaha. ang init pa ng panahon. pero masya pa rn ako dahil sa maraming bagay.

may kilala ako nalungkot dahil sa isang bagay na kinakatakutan kong mangyari din sa akin. alam kong kaya ko naman ang mga bagay bagay lalo na pag sa tiisan. kaya alam ko na hindi man ako talga matatag na matatag. kaya kong lamapasan kahit ano. kasi ako si TIISIN WOMAN! hahaha. kaya mas narealize ko rin ang mga bagay bagay. maswerte pala ako :)

saan kaya ako makakahanap ng monkey leash? naghahanap ako for Christmas eh. may pet unggoy ako na ayaw kong pakawalan :P kasi hindi lang mukhang unggoy, mabantot pa, mukha ring cub, at sympre, PANGIT.

i dare you. :P

2006-12-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

let me see if you can read this.

There are four commonly accepted chemical reactions that represent the chemistry of pyrite weathering to form AMD. An overall summary reaction is as follows:
4 FeS2 + 15 O2 + 14 H2O à 4 Fe(OH)3 ¯ + 8 H2SO4
Pyrite + Oxygen + Water à "Yellowboy" + Sulfuric Acid
The first reaction in the weathering of pyrite includes the oxidation of pyrite by oxygen. Sulfur is oxidized to sulfate and ferrous iron is released. This reaction generates two moles of acidity for each mole of pyrite oxidized.
2 FeS2 + 7 O2 + 2 H2O à 2 Fe2+ + 4 SO42- + 4 H+
Pyrite + Oxygen + Water à Ferrous Iron + Sulfate + Acidity
The second reaction involves the conversion of ferrous iron to ferric iron. The conversion of ferrous iron to ferric iron consumes one mole of acidity. Certain bacteria increase the rate of oxidation from ferrous to ferric iron. Pangit ka. This reaction rate is pH dependant with the reaction proceeding slowly under acidic conditions (pH 2-3) with no bacteria present and several orders of magnitude faster at pH values near 5. This reaction is refered to as the "rate determining step" in the overall acid-generating sequence.
4 Fe2+ + O2 + 4 H+ à 4 Fe3+ + 2 H2O
Ferrous Iron + Oxygen + Acidity à Ferric Iron + Water
The third reaction which may occur is the hydrolysis of iron. Hydrolysis is a reaction which splits the water molecule. Three moles of acidity are generated as a byproduct. Many metals are capable of undergoing hydrolysis. The formation of ferric hydroxide precipitate (solid) is pH dependant. Solids form if the pH is above about 3.5 but below pH 3.5 little or no solids will precipitate.
4 Fe3+ + 12 H2O à 4 Fe(OH)3 ¯ + 12 H+
Ferric Iron + Water à Ferric Hydroxide (yellowboy) + Acidity
The fourth reaction is the oxidation of additional pyrite by ferric iron. The ferric iron is generated in reaction steps 1 and 2. This is the cyclic and self propagating part of the overall reaction and takes place very rapidly and continues until either ferric iron or pyrite is depleted. Note that in this reaction iron is the oxidizing agent, not oxygen.
FeS2 + 14 Fe3+ + 8 H2O à 15 Fe2+ + 2 SO42- + 16 H+
Pyrite + Ferric Iron + Water à Ferrous Iron + Sulfate + Acidity

2006-12-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

ha! ang galing! unexpected!

ito ang biglaang bulagaan! HAHAHA :)

good morning ja

2006-11-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

funny. ito ang nakita ko nang magising ako sa umaga. pinony tail ko buhok ko at tumingin sa mirror. dammit. ang dami kong birdhair sa ulo! ahhaha. sobrang nipis ng buhok ko dami na napuputol sa suklay tapos nung pinusod pa buhok ko mas marami pa nalagas hahaha. (no offense sayo ito fren ha haha mahina lang talaga buhok ko) :) grabe para nakong ibon! natawa na lang ako hahaha 1st day of altp = nakakdugo sa paa. parang gusto ko nlng maging instant lumpo para makawheel chair na agad at least nakaupo! ang sakit tumayo with heels!!! nakakamatay!! parang deathrow convict na ko na tinotorture!! nakakaiyak at nakakpagod!!!

plus tumatawid pako ng overpass ng nakaheels!! galing ko noh?? at sumisimangot pako to push away kung sinumang may mga masamang tangka na magnakaw o anuman hahah. para mukha akong masungit at galit nyahahah.

altp = bad for blood circulation

2006-11-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

my cravings have officially subsided. no more PMS. pero lower back pain naman.. heloooooooo!! anybody there?! echo!!! hahahha!!

asar, kakaYM ko lng kay don. nagiging tamad na kami dis sem. hindi pwede ito!!!!!!!!!

kasi naman hindi ako mapakali sa isang posisyon. pag nasa chair ako cguro 15 mins lng tas aalis ulit ako. nakakangawit kasi eh. i cant find a comfortable place to study sa bahay. pag sa kama naman either nakaktulog ako or nakukuba. i need a good chair!! gusto ko nakawin ung chair sa lib sa may computers! the best yon! sarap upuan!

even beanbags give me backaches.

ayoko rin mga upuan sa faura. ang taas! ayoko naman sa ctc at som, ang laki kaya sagad sa legs! sa lib tlga pinakaokay! mateo ok rin pero not for long.

hayy.. i want to study pero ndi ako mapakali. wat to do? wat to do?

solution: give me a good chair for christmas! :) wahhaha! joke lang.

i want to treat myself and get a massage. pero mahal. darn it. i want to try acupuncture!

2006-11-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.1
Mind:	4.3
Body:	4.8
Spirit:	7.3
Friends/Family:	4.4
Love:	2.1
Finance:	5.2
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ito yung dati pa. nirate ko lng ulit buhay ko haha
http://pa-ja-mas.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_pa-ja-mas_archive.html

2006-11-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

sira nanaman ata blog ko. haynako. 3 times nako nagpapalit ng blog. ambulok bulok ng blogger at ng friendster blogs! ayoko na magblog ever hahah!

meet the MAC idols haha

2006-11-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

hi world.

the first week of classes has been great. im still adjusting to my new schedule. nakakainis lagi maaga classes ko ang daya.. sa dami ng units ng mac hindi man lang ako makapasok ng hapon! lagi 9 am! wehhh.. kung hindi naman 9 am, 930. pareho lang din un. lagi struggle para tumayo sa bed hahah!

i want to enumerate a list of my blockmates whom i idolize the most. so that you can also get to meet my blockmates. :P

sa boys:

si Mac, forever magaling magdeliver ng kahit anong speech, presentation o message. mabait at pag nagsalita na in front, hindi mo na kailangan pilitin sarili mo makinig. natural na sa kanya na mapapakinig ka tlaga, tapos hindi pa masakit sa tenga pakinggan haha. one of the people who can assume great leadership roles.
si Kuya Kaloy wahha. eto ang isa pang magaling na tao. although may pagkaloko-loko din at times, alam nya kelan magseryoso and magaling din ito sa talumpati wahha. good reporter din, and convincing ha. mabait din, one of the masasabi kong gentleman sa block at makulit at nakakatawa pa. parang kuya talaga hahah. pagsasabihan ka rin minsan. (lalo na nung nagbackpack ako papuntang eastwud haha) at mabuting kasama kapag wala ka na sa sariling katinuan.
si LJ, one of the people who knows his responsibilities. although ndi ko lagi nakakusap, it shows how he's serious despite his clown character. dedicated sa pag-aaral at sympre sa kay denise haha. pero ang pinakanabilib ako when he let me realize that i can decide on my own. "ja, hindi mo naman kailangan sundin lahat ng inuutos eh. hindi ko sinasabi wag mo sundin pero kailangan mo malaman kung kelan ka dapat susunod o hindi" somewhat like that and i really appreciated that.

sa girls:

si april, we can say that she's not the people who really have the obvious greatness like publick speaking etc. but her inner value shines through. i have talked to this girl a lot of times and never did i have a boring conversation kahti mababaw lang usapan namin because she knows how to listen. lagi pa tumatawa kahit minsan mahina lang haha. she's also the one i usually talk to about issues regarding my faith, environmental issues and even about society. such issues can only be shared to a few people who really take time and appreciate what you say. april is one of them and im glad i can share them with her. :)
si fren, as iv said to her during our english class, she's not really the type that i would really like at first but i came to love her despite all our differences. she even embodies my complete opposite in terms of interests. but we're still friends. weird huh? fren, partygirl, likes shopping, barhopping, girly, loud and confident and im the exact opposite. hahah. i like her because despite all these, she's very welcoming to accomodate everybody. at masarap pa lokohin. haha
si carissa, first yr ko nakilala at hindi pa kami blockmates nun. weird nh? kasi pag nagkikita kami sa corridor nun kht d pa kami blockmates parang matagal na magkakilala. mas masigla pa ang paghi namin sa isa't isa. tapos ang weird kasi LAGI KO SYA NAKIKITA EVEYRWHERE kaya laging bati nain ay OIII KAW ULIT!! hahaha. and what i really like about her is she knows how to be a good friend. nung kinilala ko sya, ive heard her stories and i see a colorful person. marami kami pwede pagusapan at pagtawanan. at sa lahat ata ng blockmates ko, siya lang ung siguro pinakanakwentuhan ko ng buhay at saloobin ko.

2006-11-18T08:21:00.000+08:00

2006-11-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

oi ang pangit ng mateo kanina. nakakkuba! hahahah!

pero masaya kasi ndi lang ako ang kuba!

kubaness! kuba kuba mga kampanyerang kuba!

next time maghahanap ako ng kandila para wala na tayong kubalysis. HAHAHA

2006-11-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

dalawang tao na ang nagsabi sa akin.

ja, learn how to say no.

hirap noh? bakit nga ba ang hirap sabihin ng AYAW KO! sometimes i see myself just stuck in things i dont want to do but i cant get out.

hindi ko na kilala sarili ko. pakiramdam ko, namatay na si ja. pero nabubuhay pa rin ako sa katawan ni ja, pero ang nagpapagalaw sa katawan niya ay hindi ko na kilala.

nagkasabay-sabay lahat.saklap na buhay pero still trying to be optimistic. but am i realistic?

2006-11-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

Negative emotions that aggravate the Gall Bladder: The gall bladder is where we store our fear, our worries and our anxieties, especially fears of making mistakes or fears of failure. It's no wonder so many are taken out. We have become professionals in surrounding ourselves in our fears. In order to overcome your fears, you have to jump right in and face them. The flowers help us to learn how to do this. The two flower essences used for fear are: Aspen for unknown fears and Mimulus for known fears. Larch is also often used for gall bladder issues especially if the person is afraid to fail in life or afraid of rejection. The gall bladder also holds the energy of self-esteem.

2006-10-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

GO FR ARMAND!

thanks for the scary yet comic memory hahah!

it was definitely a memorable experience. :)

a gift for myself

2006-10-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

hindi ko pinaalarm cellphone ko sa umaga hahaha..

lagi ko kasi pinapaalarm kahit wala lang para marami ako supposedly magawa sa umaga pero ngayon ang sarap pala hayaan magising mag-isa kung kelan gusto ng katawan ko. im so refreshed! tapos narinig ko pa ung kawali aheheh ang saya. :P today is my chinese bday wee hahah kaya nagluto nanay ko ng misua whaha. pero weirdo wala ako paki sa chinese bday haha kasi oaiba iba dn. andami ko pla beses pinapanganak hahah! ibg sbhn isa lang pla ako sa mraming JA!!! asan na ung iba??!!!

mga kapateeddd!!! wag nyoko iwann!!

2006-10-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

funny how i observed my dad a while ago. He's so in love with his orchids. He feels like they're his masterpieces. But in fact, not! hahahah!

kasi naman noong dun sa lozada pa kami, wala naman tumutubo sa orchids nya. dito lang nung lumipat kami haha! eh walan naman sya tlga gngwa kundi titigan sila at diligan same process. siguro sa place lang. maybe more sunshine or baka mas hindi mainit dito haha!

and nagresearch pako dati s aorchids nya. i learned somehow how to do orchid 101! dapat may tubig sa ilalim to keept the air humid. kasi pag di humid edi dry ahhah. kaialangn constant humid air. kaya naglagay pako ng container sa ilalim ng orchids nya dati para mabuhay.

nakakatuwa. habang sa kanya dati orchids, sakin mums. pero ung mums ko tumubo nang makalat. saan saan tumutubo at ang daming snails. pinipisa ko sila kasi kinakagat nila ung dahon RAR pero natatakot dn ako pisain sila kasi kawawa.. buti nlng maliit lng sila para parang kulangot lng haha.

1st time ko rin magconsult online noon para sa mums. may do-it-yourself.com ata un haha at nakausap ko ang isang professional gardener ata from US wahhaha. para lang mabuhay ung mums sa bahay. pero unfortunately, patay na sila lahat ngaun kasi pinutol ng tatay ko haha. same wd the orchids dati, never nagbunga, puro DAHON.
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stress.. when will you stop. im so delayed and now i have dysmennorhea [BAH] .. huhuhuhu.. :(

O_O

2006-10-14T15:19:00.000+08:00

habang nagbabasa ako ng blgo ng ibang tao..

may isang nagyayari sa akin.. tumataas ang balahibo ko sa sobrang cheezy ng iba wahahha! no offense sa mga iba pero AHEHEHHE!! parang nanlalaki ung mata ko pag nababasa ko pero haha it's their freedomto write nmn tlga but i cant help get that feeling when i read dramatic posts.

Maalaala mo kaya.....

LONG post

2006-10-14T14:29:00.000+08:00

ang saya saya!! alam kong may finals pa at kahit 2.5 lang ang highest na pwede kong makuha na QPI, ang saya saya! yesterday was a totally different friday. aside from the fact that i seemed to be all alone the whole day.. kakaiba lang yung mga people around me. i dont know if they're excited for the sembreak or dahil friday na at last tapos na mga major requirements! pero ganun itsura kahapon. kaht may finals pa, lahat parang yes break na! nasa vactaion mode na lahat and there i was such a loser still doing my due postlab. haha ndi na nga magpapasa ung iba eh. i expected that. at maaga rin umuwi laha tng blockmates ko haha. well i cut accounting. pinasok ko lang tlga was chem. and philo na optional. lahat nga ng classes ng blokmates ko free cut na eh. ako lang forever ndi nafreecut sa philo. haynako.. buhay tlga. unfair whaha. pero ang saya. i got to be in touch wd myself. ang tagal ko na rn ndi naging mag-isa. ang saya. kumain ako sa mateo by myself wd my baon and then went to ctc for my postlab and first tym ko ult nakita in 3 years isang tao from my HS. i saw her in the SOMBAzaar. Mabait siya haha and ayoko na tandaan anuman nangyari samin before haha. i like the way she is now. :) nakaktawa lgn tlga. parang the campus was so empty. althoug may touch of loneliness, i appreciated it. masaya pa la ng walang tao paminsan at walang kasama talaga. hindi iyong walang kasama na loner pero alam lmo na sa buogn campus, wala dun mga blockmates mo. alam mong ikaw lang u ng MAC na andun. first tym ko rn "tumambay" sa MACA ahha kasi no choice nabasa ako sa ulan haha. may payong naman pero kasi napabili ako ng icedtea sa sombazzar dahl ng a dun sa tagaHS ko na sinales talk ako ahha. eh ang hrap dalhn bag ko laptop iced tea and payong kaya hayun mejo nabasa haha. pero ang syaa thouhg. i got to meet this MAC person sa tamabayn. I dont actually know her pero ganun pla feeling tumambay for the sake na tumambay dun ahha. usually kasi andun ako either for theo or before lab or for marketing. andun lang ako nakatunganga habang tintititgan ang ulan. natatawa rn ako sa sarili ko nang nagulo ang icp ko kung meron nga bang icedtea sa locked phychem lab. nagulat ako may iced tea dn doon sa loob. may nakaiwan na ekjsaktong eksaktong katulad ng binili ko. haha. pero ang nakaktwa. ung iced tea dun was exactly the iced tea na dala ko. kasi pala REFLECTION sya wahhaha. for that moment, nabobo ako completely hahahha. kaya rn ako natawa.. :P may mga times tlga na parang ayaw na mgfunction ng brain ko. antagal ko na rn ndi nakaksulat sa blog na ito and antagal ko na rn magkarron ng time for myself. nakakatawa pa nga kasi kanina sumisilip ako sa window namin habang umaambon. naki ko may biglang utmakbo sa grass namin na dalawang feathery creature. akala ko pato. ung pla sa dami ng gnwa ko hidni ko na napansin na sila pala ung chicks namin na lumaki na. half fur at half feather ahha mga loser chicks sila hahahha. mga abornmal pa hahaha. ang laki laki pa tumae. at nissquir tlang kadiri haha pero anglaki tlga. parang.. hmm.. parang twuce the size of gummy bears. and chubby pa ng tae. parang minold or sumthng haha. or melted caramel. natatawa rin ako kanina dahl nakita ko ung turtle namin nakalabas ang ulo sa tubig tas nang lumapit ako biglang nagswim downward. haha! haynako. lagi ung nahihiya sa akin. naalala ko tulyo ung stuff toy na binili ng nanay ko sa toys r us kahapon. mas cute pa rn ung tunay.

ang bilis ng oras. minsan nga ndi na rn ako nakakpagdasal dahl nakaktulgo ako. ang gngwa ko nlng sa madaling araw ay kumaing ng libby's vienna sausage o uminom ng kape. ndi ngako coffee drinker eh pero napainom dahil kelangan. kahapon lgn ako ult nakabisita ng chapel nang matagal. actually mukha ata akong tungo doon haha. nakayuko kasi ako sa upuan hahah. mukhang tulala. partly pagod na partly nagdarasal. nakaktawa lang tlga. andami ko pala naiisip kapag mag-isa ako pero ndi pa rna ta ung pamimilosopiya. mga wlang kwenta iniicp ko. nsa kostka benches dn ako kahapon. iniicp ko kugn anu b ang dpt kong icpn. ang blanko kasi ng utak ko eh kaya sinubukang ko magdrowing. ang naicp ko ay ribbon kaya dinraw ko. tapos arrow. tapos bigla nlng ngipin at bigote wahhaha kaya naging tao ang drawing ko gamit mga un!

nakaktawa dn dahil andito sina stan at carissa nung thursday night. actually before nun, kumain ako ng isang slice of pizza pangmeryenda. sabi ng babae, "hotsauce?" tumungo lang ako, ibg sbhn nun sige! haha. i dared myself. cge ubusin ko tong hotsauce na toh sa isang pizza hahaha. para d dn syang. grbe namaga ata labi ko wahhaha kaht masakit at mejo infalammed, ang saya wahah!! ang saya dahl naanghangan ako! at ang saya dahil mapula at namamga ang labi ko!!! wooo!! masarap ang mahapding labi!! :)

marami rin ako nakita kahapon. alam ko sila fren nag168 ata haha. tapos nakita ko si shar ksma si daphne sa may kostka. andaming tao sa pila sa xs hall para sa exam permit. ang saya dahl ako meron ne belat!! hahaha. ankita ko si seif dun sa pila at tinatanong pako kung paano ung grades ng mga bata haha. ewan ko rin. :P bsta ang alam ko sa ngaun natatawa ako sa lahat ng mga bagay. natatawa rn ako sa sarili ko kagabi eh. kasi singhot ako nang singhot at after nila stan tumabay dito for stat, achign nako ng aching. ang saya saya ung experience na humahaching pero ndi ung pahaching palang. hahaha. the same goes with other experiences. kunwari siguro sa utot. masaya umutot pero ndi sa feeling na nauutot hahaha. i guess in some way laha tng experience masya pag andun na ndi ung papunta dun haha. or depende. actually im speaking more on sa mga negative experiences. im actually delighted to experience these bad experiences even beyond just utot or haching. kaya nga masya ung point na nabagsak dn ulo ko sa floor dati haha! at that SLAMMING point, it really felt great because it was another addition to my list of experiences but sympre masakit ung bukol haha. ilang months dn un bago totally nwala. 5 months ata haha. well all i can say is ang saya. natatawa dn ako kay "hotdog" kasi ang obvious niya umiwas wahahah. actually bangag ako nung nsa ctc ako. kasi nmn magpostlab ba naman tuloy2. tas nung biglang pag-akyat ng ulo ko nakita ko siya at parang nagblank ung brain ko kung ano na nagyayari haha bsta alm kong nakita ko siya haha. tas bigla syang napatigil na parang nataranta for a second tas biglang tumalikod. wahhaah. tapos nung papaprint nako, inisip ko baka wala na un. tas biglang nakita ko likod nya tas for a second ako nmn ung nataranta hahah nagpatuloy nlng pla ung mga paa ko sa paglalakad ndi alam ng utak ko anu gagawn dn haha bsta natatawa nlng ako. dpt papansinin ko kasi ndi ko inexpect na andun pa sya whahaha. nakakatwa. ang gulo ko. nakakatawa din dahil nung makit ako philo blockmate ko, wala lang . ang cute cute nya prang bata. aheheh para syang anak o ewan. parang stuff toy. babae po siya FYI sa mga usisero dyan haha. cute cute nya tumawa nakakhawa. aheheh. ewan ko a tlga. bsta andami dami kong napansin. at ung may kialla kay joaqui na blokmate ko dati hayun pilay ang kamay dahil sa taekwondo. nakit ako nga rin si drea sa labas ng mateo eh. miss na raw nyako wahhahaha!! cheezy hahah. pero nakakatawa lang at nakita ko sya muli. kanina naman asa school ako nakaktawa kasi lahat tlga ng asa SOM ay SOM ppl. ahhaha. silippy at erman may defense ata kaya nakaporma. nakita ko rn si sansan. andaming nakadefense outfit at ang sarap sabihin na belat kami tapos na! hahaha. at nakakatawa dahil andami rin tao sa caf. actually nakaktawa dn pla kahapon kasi may nakasalubong akong koreana ata. at kinausap ako! wahha antatawa kao pag kinakausap ako ng foreigner kasi napapaingles ako ng di oras! pinakanakakatawa dati sa kausap ko nang sa dami dami ng sinabi ko, ang sinabi ko lang ay uhhh go straight, and then when you see another person, ask again. wahahhaha!! nahilo rin kasi ako kung saan ung tennis courts! hahaha. \
so i guess the lesson is. NATATAWA AKO! HAHAHHA

2006-10-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

HATE

BEAVIS!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BOITDAY!

2006-10-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN!!!!!!!

i wish you many more years of ....marketing haha! joke.

do not be sad because it is your special day!

sana natuwa ka sa pizza! at di ka rin sana nagtampo sa akin! hahaha!

this post is dedicated to you.

smile so you wont be like droopy!

stan = sam milby!

remember, basta when Ja is HERE,

...

im not THERE hahahah! dyok only. bsta remember that ul never go unappreciated.

NGITI NMN DYAN!

2006-09-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

ano ba yan.. natutulad nako kay stan... hindi naman ako dapat maging emosyonal sa mga isyu tulad ng mga kaibigan eh. pero bakit nagiging ganito ako ngaun?

nakakainis lan gkasi when i come to think of it, parati na lang ako napapicp. as chari once said, mahirap kasi makuha ang loyalty ng friends. well, sometimes kahit naman sa mga groupwork, ndi naman friendship ang umiiral. gamitan yan. most of the time.

am i too pessimistic? i guess so. but is it realistic? yes.

nakakainis lang kasi paminsan. okay, let's say hindi naman ako anghel to say na i never really depended. kasi yes minsan dependent din ako. pero nakakainis lang kasi parang sa ibang tao, un na ung mismong factor. i mean when you work in a group, please naman, wag naman sobrang halatang yun lang yung habol mo diba. for any activity to work, dapat pati interpersonal aspect nakakayanan mong galawin. hidni langpuro business purposes. how do you expect me to work if im not motivated by your group? how can you work at your best if you know that when you ask something, all you get is a frown? and a wrinkled forehead..

that's my point. it's okay to be dependent kasi that's why we're in a group. you have your strengths, i dont. and im counting on your strengths to make things possible. I in turn contribute what i can contribute. but to be selfish even in your strengths is not helping. i hate people who discourage me. i ahte people who make me feel shitty. i hate people who dont give a damn on how other people feel.

i hate it. but i always end up thinking, okay ja, you just have to adjust. you should learn how to live life. people like them will always be in this orld so you have to get used to it.

BAH. bad conscience you. you'r enot also helping me.

il just confide to the Safeguard conscience.

JA, gumamit ka na lang ng safeguard. 24 hours walng germs!

2006-09-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

patay lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kung izoom in nyo lang yan.. hay grbe... status yan nlng blockmate ko wch also applies to me. huhuhu andami gagawin..

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but aside from that. all i can say is--> :)

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haynako sa katakawan ko. pag bukas ko ng wafer hala cge sumabog!
ang kalat ng crumbs grr. kumokorokok na kasi si mr tummy eh. must not deprive mr tummy of food wahahha. lagi nlng kasi ako gutom grr.

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lagi na lang ako nalilipasan bad ja bad.

conscience: ja, why deprvie yourself of nourishment?
ja: who are you to lecture me?
conscience: ia m you conscience!
ja: so what?
conscience: didnt dax to tell you to follow me?
ja: i dont care.
conscience: just eat when you're hungry!
ja: opo. minsan tinatamad lang hahaha.
conscience: ang tamad mo!
ja: alam ko. but im working on it. happy?
conscience: not quite you tall brat.
ja: who? brat? where? let me kick her!

-->thud!<--

ja collapses. WAHAHAH!

2006-09-13T19:25:00.000+08:00

bakit ganun?

natutulog naman ako. pero lagi ako inaantok.

halos lahat nlng ng class ko napaptungo tungo ako.

zzzzz...

current mood: dizzy (daming gagawin!!)

vocabulary for the day: ugly

english of pangit is ugly.

use ugly in a sentence.

there are ugly people in your life and even though they're ugly, they'll make you laugh because of their ugliness. mabuhay ang mga pangit at nagpapangit-pangitan! :P

WAHAHAHHA!

weird thot:

minsan naiicp ko na i am really able to hold myself. as in ung spirit ha.

2006-09-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

bwawahahaa... (evil laugh)

this is ja creeping in the shadows wahahah . with shiny pearly whites whahaa.. :P

*something is in my head* --->> you dont get me haha YEA!

HA HA HA ! ! !

bsta sikret ko na ito.

pero di ito kalokohan. saya lang maging anonymous. wahhahah!

2006-09-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes i have a hard time defining my gender.

bakit ganoon?

seryoso ako. nalilito ako paminsan.

minsan nga mas selosa pako sa mga babaeng ksma ng babaeng friends ko.

you think im weird?

2006-09-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

anonymous

heyyy thanks... i never really imagined this but right now, it's has been really great to be with you Mr Pangit. i just want to make this short.

Mr Pangit, salamat ha. :)

2006-09-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

kanina lumabas kami ng barkada ko.

napaicp kami, mukha pa rin kaming mga high school lumabas wahaha!

ang saya wala nga lang si kring. :( di buo..

nakita rin namin mga totoy na mga magbaabrkada. hayun nabibisyo na. naninigarilyo. tagaxavier kaya ung mga un? naBI na agad. they think it's cool. but it's not

i know a lot of ppl who are non-smokers but are far cooler than those who do smoke.

ang saya saya. :)

2006-09-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

haha wla lang.

gusto ko lng idedicate itong post kay carissa hahaha..

to carissa,

you are so cute.

you are like longganisa.

you are so happy.

you make me jolly :P

you are like jelly (ace)

WAHAHHA!

2006-09-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

ewan ko pero parang naduduling ako lately.

ang hirap magfocus ng mga mata ko. if i try to focus, i get cross eyed. wahhhh.. naduduling nako!!

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stat test update, grbe gusto ko magwala nung tym na un.

gusto ko in the middle of the test tumayo at sumigaw at harapin ang proctor at punitin nang sabay2 ang mga test paper ko.

sobrang blanko ng test ko grbe. parang gusto ko gayahn ung sabi ni oris dati. crumple paper, put into mouth, then jump out of the window. how dramatic. kaso 2nd floor lng ako ng sec eh. mabablian lgn ako ng buto.

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HWAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STRESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

2006-09-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

i am ja. queen of the planet togo-togo..

where is it?

in the land of arnott's.

where is it?

inside an apple.

i am thumbelina too!

i sleep all day, with petals as my roof and the pollens as my bed.

labo pa rin> wla lang masulat eh. ginugutom ako!

2006-09-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello Pilipinas and hello world!

sounds familiar huh? toni gonzaga line sympre ahha.

labo ko. :P naicp ko lng ahhaha. i missed PBB. wat if ako nasa loob ng bahay wahaha. lagi ako makukunan na tulog :P

2006-09-03T08:48:00.000+08:00

God woke me up this morning. how? i just assume that He wakes me up whenever I unexpectedly wake up refreshed. usually kasi kelanagn ko pa mag-alarm clock ahhaha.

minsan naman before i sleep, i pray to the souls in purgatory. if there is a purgatory. they say kasi na when you pray to them and ask them to wake you up , gigisingin ka nila. nangyari naman sa akin. or baka naman iniicp ko lang kasi pero galing eh. minsan nagigising ako nang sakto sa inask ko hahaha. or baka body clock na un. pero minsan if tntmad ako mag-alarm clock or wla kaong alarm clock, dnadaan ko nlng sa mga kaluluwa haha.

it goes like i pray for them then i ask them to wake me up hahah. wala naman ako kilala doon though. i think if there really is a purgatory, they need all the prayers. maybe it's lonely there. they say it's a place for cleansing. parang nireready ka to somewhere else? i dont know. pero yun lang, whatever nangyayari doon, siguro lonely sila. i wonder what it feels like to be dead and all alone in that dark place (or so i think it is). i mean, may kilala rin kaya ako doon if ever? tapos magchichikahan din ba kami? ano past time namin while cleansing? monopoly? boring.. baka naman patintero ahha! edi laging panalo kasi nakakalusot na palagi mga "katawan" nila.

bakit nga ba ak napunta sa topic na ito. hay.. bsta nakaktuwa lang magising unexpectedly. that's the gist of my long essay :)

2006-09-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

nakakapanibago pala noh?

1st tym na walang area ngayon. para bagang nasira yung sistema ng buhay ko. ngayon ko lang naramdaman. ang init pala ng bahay ko sa saturday mornings. at naririnig ko pa yung mga karpintero sa labas. at gumigising din pala nang maaga kapatid ko dahil may pasok din siya. at wala rin pala nakahain sa breakfast pag saturday mornings unless papasok ako nang maaga.

nakakpanibago. feeling ko nga kanina nasa ibang mundo ako. parang di ko nakikilala ang paligid ko. AS IN WHOWWWW!!!!

nagkaroon din ako ng oras magbukas ng aircon sa umaga. dahil ang init talaga. nakausap ko din si khutulun, sympre ako rin naman un. kausap ko sarili ko haha.

at naabutan ko rin yung katulong magluto at humiwa ng hindi ko alam. basta pagkain para sa tanghalian. galing noh? yan pala ang naidudulot ng walang area. pero naninibago pa rin ako. may mali eh. hindi ito yung sistema ko. pero natuwa rin naman ako at nakita ko ang mga ito. :P

hi blog, english speaking time hahah. now, let's move on to rants.

i can't help but get irritated with people (even strangers) who can't even pick up their own trash. for example, eating at the satellite caf and then leaving your C2 bottle in the mini-zen benches. i also see people using tissue then just leaving it on their spot. Others would eat outside matteo and then leave tissue wrappers and styrofoam containers outside. BAHHHH.. i hate it.

(taglish mode)

nakakinis naman kasi eh. ang ganda ganda ng matteo tapos dudumihan lang. to anyone matatamaan dito, THIS IS FOR YOU hahahhah. malay ko ba kung sino ka. nakakainis lang talaga eh. mismong pagtapon lang ndi pa magawa. kahit sa loob ng mga kwarto, kakain tapos iiwan dun mga candy wrapper. may nakita pa nga akong empty zesto pouch. wat if mapisa un tas magsquirt ung mga natitirang juice? ang kalat kaya. ok lng sana kung magulo ang tao, pero wag naman sila mandamay diba? dumi dumi nakakainis. alam kong makalat ako pero respeto naman sa gamit at lugar ng iba. pati sa matteo, nagugulat nlng kao ung iba may vandalism na ung ibang tables. pati sa mga rooms sa mvp andami ng gasgas sa lamesa at upuan. nakaklungkot lang isipin dahil kung pumunt ako sa mga bahay ng mga gumawa noon at magsisicutter ako sa table nila. nako. sympre ayaw rin nila. hindi man ako ung nagpagawa ng mga furnitures sa buong ateneo pero nakakahinayang. sinisira ung ganda ng mga gamit. kung hindi man langnila kayang ingatan, wag nalang sila doon. walang respeto sa property ng ateneo. walang respeto sa environment. ganyan ba ka apathetic ang mga tao? nakakainis.. actually hindi ata apathetic yung word eh. evil. (joke)

pati yung mga nagpepentelpen tapos nasusulatan yung likod ng table. lalo na ung mga nagsspraypaint at nagkakaroon ng tagos sa sahig. pag nakikita o yun nanlalaki mata ko eh. grbe tagos sa puso. hindi man talaga nila sinisira ung environtment, but still pinaopangit nila ung lugar. eto pa, wala pa ngang isang taon, pinalitan na yung ibang upuan sa matteo. d ko lam bakit ung iba super wlangpaki tlaga. sa paghila lang ng upuan grbe makahila. parang giant. di man lang buhatin nang maigi. dami na pinalitan noh.

and if people think they dont affect others. they do. why? take this for an example.

yung mama dun sa 2nd floor ng matteo, pinagalitan siya dahil nasira ng isang student yung hiniram niyang mop. at ung mama ung sinisi dahil pinahiram niya. pinagalitn tuloy. wlanag kasalanan. nagmabuting loob na nga para ipahiram. etong si student namn hindi nmn inako ung kasalanan. pinahiram na nga, hindi man lang gumwa ng paraan para makabawi dun sa nasriang mop. bastos.

2006-08-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

ang saya! nakita ko si chunggi kanina!

grbe from canada, sya ay nagbalik para bumisitah! hahaha

mukha na syang japanese tapos ang singkit pa ng mata nya. at may highlights na ah at mascara pa hahah. grbe tlga influenced by the west na. pero same old chunggi pa rin. nakakatawa pa rin ahhha!!

2006-08-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

may gumalaw ng inbox ko sa fone nakakainis.. bakit ba may mga nangengealam ng mga gami tko?? grrrr...

from 130 messages naging 22 nlng. @%^%#!

sayang lahat ng sinave ko. naiwan ko lng fone ko ng isang araw nawala na 60% ng inbox ko.. :(

dont i have the right for my property? shoo shoo

2006-08-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

*%&$@&$&@#&@ FORWARDER YOU!

DIE!!!!!

muntik nako mahimatay sa takot!!

gusto mo ata ako atakihin sa puso eh!

wala ka magawa!

damn you!

2006-08-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

tagal ko na d nagpost. and hello blog. i missed u.

updates?

nothing really, well nagovernyt cna fren dito sa bahay nung friday.. im really not a good host kaya ayoko ng mag bisita eh. d ko lam how o do hosting 101.

finished na pass 1 of marketing., but hello hell weeks. too bad , cguro stressful nanaman bday ko at d nmn ako makakalabas para kumain ult wd family. darn. last yr was my 1st yr to not celebrate it wd family. WAHHHHHH..

havent seen PBB lately. i wonder where he is.

currenlty hating theo.

i want to be a prophet though haha.

but not a nun. nuns are scary. they appear in horror movies.

hey this works! d nyo gets noh. bsta.

im enlightened. galing

question for the day, am i growing lately? im not wearing heels anymore. my legs hurt. pero susuotin ko pa rin nmn. baka amagin sa shoebox eh.

"growing" = "maturing"? i dunno. bsta ang alam ko, i learned something new. and im happy about it.

tata for now. tccic.

2006-08-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

im sleepy. pag after area tlga oo..

pero ang saya saya hahaha! buti ndi nako nursery. yeahh!! gradweyt nako ng mga makukulit na bata!!! although makulit pa rin ung iba, yesssssssssss nakatakas nako kay kiray hahah. super kulitttttttt... and buti ndi ako grade 5 whew!

ang saya kanina. actually natutuwa ako ke nstp kid peter, ang tyaga hahah. didnt expect that from an nstper. hahaha..

haynako. back to basics of beafing. rar. nangatog knees ko kanina. buti nlng i hvae back up! hahahah!

ayoko na magkwento.

comment lang:
ang pretty ni nikki kanina hahah! kung nababasa mo na ito i guess you're blushing hahaha. ndi sya nagmornign area pero nakita ko sya knina sa socsci. hahah. :)

2006-08-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

today is fun ahhaha but tiring..

ok from SOM, punta ako mcdo sa sec field, go back to SOM dept 3rd floor
tapos pumunta ako schmitt, tapos nagcaf, tapos nagMVP
tapos punta ako dela costa 3rd floor the dept
after MVP punta ako ISO, tapos punta ako moro lorenzo, tapos punta ako ateneo high

(darn d ko na kita si mikee ng PBB.. :( )

after that punta ako the dept, wla pa rn, punta ako MVP
punta ako schmitt 3rd floor kina stan, then punta ako SOM dept again
after SOm, theo dept ult, wla pa rn c father, punta ako sa schmitt ult 3rd floor
after that theo dept ult, ayun na c father thank God!
after that MVP ulit, after laro ng hockey wd lippy, punta nmn ako sa lib, tapos punta caf
after caf, kain ako sa benches sa tapat ng lib, tapos sa lib na. after lib, xs hall na!

in short, PAGOD NAKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

nakaktuwa mga student sa ateneo high hahah. ndi ko maicp na after grad cla ung mga pumapasok sa admu,, pero mukha na cla matanda ha. nakakatkot lng lapitan ugn iba for the survey, ang sisiga tingnan. wla pang sleeves.

iba nmn halatang tahimik types nakaktuwa. parng totoy na totoy pero mukha nmn mabait.

ang saya 1st tym ko magadvneture on my own to ateneo high school!! ahhahah.. sayang lng tlga wla si mikee... gusto ko makumpleto lht ng PBB!!!

nga pla. strike 7 PBB boy! saw you in the blue eagle gym on ur way to SOM parking ahahhah!

paint

2006-08-03T17:44:00.000+08:00

haynako these past few days naglalaro lang ako sa paint. minsan 2 am na ito lng gngwa ko hahah. well here are my mini-masterpieces. i just want to share them to my viewers :)

this pizza boy is inspired before stat test. kumakain kami ni carissa nun sa caf up then hiniram ko mga gel pen nya at nagdrawing ako sa GK flyer tas nabuo si pizza boy at since natuwa ako. gnwa ko siyang paint. :)

eto nmn alam yo san itong mama na ito? well wla nmn konek ung mama tlga pero kasi itong birdie or duckie na ito ay nsa desk ko at gumagalaw ang kanyang ulo. this is my first masterpiece. huli na si pizza boy. eh ang cute cute ni duckie kaya he deserve a paint!

eto ang 2nd masterpiece ko. well inspired by mga makeover na gnwa ko kina martin aila at mara hahaha. kaya naicpan kong magadvertise sa mga gusto ng makeover ahhaha joke lng.. d nh. for paint's sake lng tlga..

eto nmng unggoy high na ito. dpt tao iddraw ko eh. eh since mukha ng tao ung unggoy, unggoy nlng at d ko lam bkt biglang nakataas ang kilikili nya kay anaicpan ko gwan ng slogan na hango sa tv ad. DO THE UNGGOY HIGH!

2006-08-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGG

buhay ngako!!!!!!!!!!!

bakit never ko inisip un???

kanina habang nasa philo ako at nakaupo. narealize kong buhay ngako.. napapawisan inaantok nababgot naiinis. tao ngako at hindi aso! hindi pla ako alien! isa pla akong tao!!! woooooo!!!!

at buhay pla ako!!

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had quite a serious conversation wd two of my friends. wel hndi ko na sasabhn tungkol san ung topic pero ive realized many things. the only way to grow up is to start at the basic. clean my things and be more responsible. janelle, malaki ka na. hindi mo man kabisado lahat ng kalye, pero pwede ka pa rin maging adult mag-icp.

self: does that mean i have to violate my real self?
relfection: i dunno. bsta u have to start now. or else mahuhuli ka ng panahon
self: well im kind of torn. gusto ko na ayaw. i want to grow up but ..
reflection: ok, no buts. no excuses. just do it.
self: ok.. darn have to do it tlga. i must learn how to bow to life. and learn its ways

haynako..

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friend2 and i talked. bsta bottomline, im still not mature.

refelction: oh please janelle. stop it. stop complaining. just do it ok.
self: ok.. whatever you say master.

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BAH.

2006-08-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

tagal ko na ndi nagpost...

so hello ja, wats up wd u?

ja: well im fine thank u.
reflection: so hows ur acads?
ja: ok lng
reflection: hmm u busy?
ja: hmm mejo
reflection: msya ka nmn?
ja: pwd na rn ahha
reflection: do want to do sumthng now?
ja: sleep
relfection: wats on ur mind?
ja: nothing really
reflection: wla b tlga?
ja: wla bkt ba kulit mo?
refelction: eh makulit ka rn eh, iisa lng tayo nh. marami ka rn tanong
ja: eh ikaw ano gusto mo gawin
reflection: wala
ja: tlga?
reflection: wla ng aeh! ngaun ikaw nmn ang makulit!

ja and reflection: HAHAHAHHA!

2006-07-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

May ibang tao tlaga na sadyang mabait noh? Kelan ko lang nakilala ang bait. Pero ndi ko parin sila trust haha kasi baka madali nanaman ako sa mga modus operandi ng mga tao. Pero sinasabi ko lng na ang bait nila. Nakaktuwa. Lam mo ung aura na pag nilapitan mo sila hindi ko matatakot o mahihiya. Para bagang.. bsta.. super approachable. Saya. Saya lapitan at kausapin. Hahah..

Pero konti lang sila sa mundo kaya dapat maghanap pako ng ganun para mas masaya! Pag napapligiran ka ng mga taong ganun parang feeling mo tulyo ang bait din ng mundo kahit alm kong ndi haha. Parang feeling mo kahit strangers sila parang hindi sila strangers.

Natuwa nmn ako.. ahha. Nababaitan tlga ako. Sarap makakilala ng mga taong ganun.

Kanina nmn sa caf bago magacctg exam, napalibre tuloy ak ng d ko kilala. Kasi nmn ung ktabi ko sa pila titnanong kung may piso ako. Sb pa nya, do u have one peso? Pinakita ko piso ko. Sabi nya uhh cge no nlng if ur gonna use it. Tas nilagay ko nlgn piso sa palm nya.

Katangahan ba un? Dati rin kasi nangutang na rin ako sa katabi ko sa pila na ndi ko kilala. Bka binabalikan ako ng panahon. Or bka minomodus operandi ako.. :O joke haha.

2006-07-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

strike 6 yeaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! kala mong PBB housemate ka.. ahhaha kita kita ulet!! behhhhh..

nsa caf ka pa kanina nakapolo! anu ba iyong binili mong pagkain? mukhang sa blue and gold. ndi kasi styro eh. saka bkt wla ka sa lab kanina? nagcut ka cguro noh haha.

(kunwari nlng kausap ko c PBB housemate)

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kakatapos lng acctng exam!! alam mo ano gnwa ko sa true or false. pag may mga ndi ako sure at sa tingin ko kunwari true ang sagot, ilalagay ko false!! kasi alam ko na madals mali sagot ko kaya kung anu s atingin ko ung sagot, un ang hindi ko sinulat hahahah!!

o ha. may bunga dn pla ang katangahan ko. matalinong katangahan. wahhaah.

minsan kasi strategy ng mga prof na magmukhang true pero false nmn pla.ung mga sa unang tingin parang UY tama. ung pa AY DI PALA!

yan ang mga kwentong UY AY!

hahah :)

yeee

2006-07-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

ang laki laki ko na nadapa pa dn ako haha. sa asom parking pa. kasi nmn buisit na som dress code yan. napahigh heels tuloy ako tas natapakan ko ang isang batong malaki kaya naout of balance ako. pero ok lng namn. ndi masakit pero akal ang batong yan nakatakas siya! hayun tinapakan ko bilang ganti. BAD BATO BAD BATO! natuklap pa tuloy sandals ko.

side thought:
mas nakakaawa tingna noh pag matanda ung nadarapa. lalo na ung mga tipong lola na na natatapilok. kahit mga bata na nasusugatan ndi nmn kaawa-awa eh ahha.. pero pag lola na nakakLOLA!!!!!!!!!! OK KA LANGGGGG?????

lola ko kasi dati nadapa sa kalye. sa asphalt ah. sa kalye mismo tumatawid ata. kinekwento lng nya though. buti may tubig sa sahig kundi basag ulo niya. hayun halos isang taon din bago guamlign yung malaking pasa niya sa mukha. kamukha nga niya ung vampire sa buffy eh galing haha. wlang makeup yan! pero buti nlng tlgamay tubig sa sahig kahit tubig kanal pa un. sakit nun kung iicpn mo noh.

pero nung bata ako ilang bses na rin ako nadapa haha. kahti mahapdi, saya kaya madapa! dati nga nilulukforward ko madapa eh. sarap magkasugat tapos babaltin mo ung natuyong dugo hahah.. saka may badge of courage ka na kung may peklat ka hahhaha!

playing with shadows habang nag-aaral ng phychem

2006-07-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

me

2006-07-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

I took The Enneagram Test in Tickle. and this what it said about me.

"Janelle, you're a Type 2 - The Humanitarian

Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your caring and generous nature. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you'll usually offer a shoulder to cry on and unparalleled compassion. As a Humanitarian, you're likely to be seen as a loving and helpful person with a kind heart.Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Mother Teresa, with her tireless devotion to aid the sick and destitute members of society, and Bishop Desmond Tutu, with his emphasis on nonviolent protest against racial injustices, are also Type 2sThis means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of empathy for other people. In fact, you're the kind of warm, sincere person who can be uniquely capable of seeing the good in others. "

sometimes. minsan ndi ko alam if dpat ba ako matuwa o hindi. sometimes kasi ndi mo alam if being soft-hearted is a stregth or a weakness. minsan ambilis mo malungkot sa mga maliliit na bagay. minsan naman mabilis ka maloko. minsan naman parang feelin mo lagi mo kasalanan ang mga bagay bagay. hayy..

para bagang walng natitira sa iyo. hayy life.. minsan ndi mo na alm kung kelan ka maawa o bka nmn nagpapakatanga ka na. para bagang laht nlng ng kasamaan may excuse.

"cguro ndi nmn tlga ganyan.."
"cguro .. cguro ... cguro.."
"isang malaking OKAY LANG YAN.."

hndi nmn ako malungkot ngaunpero napaicp lng tlga kao. kasi sa dinami dami ng tests na tinake ko abt myself, kasi nmn andami kong topak, lagi un sinasabi nila.

alam ko nmn na it can be a strength dn pero d ko lam panu. maybe im not too vocal. but sometimes nmn. too much words can create conflicts. kaya ndi mo lam kelan to speak up or not.

YADA YADA!

2006-07-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

hmm anu b tlga ang ibig sabihin ng dare?

kasi kung kunwari idare ka man let's say uhh.. kumain ka ng ipis o uod for example. for me indi nmn dare dare un eh. yes dare kasi kadiri. well un nmn naiicp natn kaagad pag dare. either kadiri or mga nakakakuha ng public attention kunwari tumayo ka sa table ng caf at magsisisisigaw at mangahatk ng audience para samahan ka.

pero ganun b tlga un? parang masyado ata madali. im not saying kaya ko gawin lahat un pero parang super based on guts or attention.

cguro ung pinakamahirap na dare na pwd ko maisip this tym is not related to public attention.

mahirap magsabi ng sorry db?

yung seryosong sorry ha.

yan DARE yan. or if ndi man un, cguro ndi sorry sa mababaw na sense. siguro ung level na dpt mong ilunok pride mo :P

yun lang.

feeling macho

2006-07-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

i thought i was strong. i though i was steel. i thought i was macho.

but then again im not.

akla ko kakayanin ko ang aking maitatwag na "kiddie weights" not because magaan porket kiddie kundi dahil ang aking dumbell ay mismong mga bata.

greb in all direactions, tehre was pulling pushing twisting and hanging of kids sa katwan k nung saturday!! and buhay pako after around 2 hours of continuous harassment from kids. hindi nman ako galit though. natutuwa pa nga ako haha pero nung tumagal grbe pagod na tlga ako. and so it ended and i said to myself. yes natapos din and im still alive!!!

pero pag gising ko. hindi na pla ako macho. sumakit balikat ko the next day. though hndi nmn super sakit. there is this uncomfortable feeling in my shoulders. partyl nangangawit. partly overstretched. partly "longer" hahah. naoverstrecth siguro joke.

nakakainis lang kasi ang uncomfy ng feeling but ndi nmn masakit.

sayang feeling ko pa nmn macho nako.

at nakakilala pako ng tibo na bata. goodluck sa amin. bka magkadevelopan pa kami hahah joke. pero paanu un? eh kung gusto ko maglaro ng tib-tiboan. pareho kami ng role. edi wlang abbae samin?

2006-07-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

ang saya ng 1st GA kanina sa kaingin hahah. never expected the members to be soooooooooooooo many. grbe andami tlga! siksikan ctc 105 ha!

kahit ngaun guilty pa rin ako. kasi nmn nung sa start tlga may mga tao sa likod so pinapaupo ko sila sa harap para d nmn sila OP.. eh itong isang lalaking toh pinaharap ko tas sabi ko upo sya sa seat na ito. pero wla pa rin syang ktbi. inicp ko nmn he'll be fine. so tumabi nako kina arnie. pero buong tym ndi ko lam if ok ba sya so minamasdan ko sya from afar. andun sya nakikinig tas nung pinlay na ung ppt ni fren edi tingin ako. nung natapos na, aba nagdisappear ung lalaki! ndi ko lam if naOP sya or wut. sana naman hindi. sana bumalik sya. at sana tama c trian. bka nga natae lng

galinG!

2006-07-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

funy how people get to know each other. well in my case. i have to unique experiences.

one is while fren and i were walking to schmitt hall, we saw this chinese freshman guy waving at me, and then i got a huge question mark look on my face. waved in a very awkward way, looking surprised and pointed to fren. (baka kasi indi ako un kinakwayan) haha.

after one day, i went to the caf to buy nagaraya and as i got to the water station, this same guy stood up from his place and i said to myself, hmm namumukhaan ko ito ah.. then he stood up, made a gesture at me and i walked to him and he said, taga-celadon ka db?

me: uhhh last last yr pa? ikaw ung kumawaya sakin na ndi ko kialal db?
guy: ahh kamukha mo kasi ung taga-celadon
me: uhh hndi ako un.
guy: may kptd ka ba?
me: wla first yr ka?
guy: oo, btw ano ppng name mo?
me: janelle, ikaw?
guy: bruce.

and then it ends haha. for the ppl who thinks this is something to giggle upon. no. natutuwa lang ako na ang unique ng way para to get to know new people. kasi usually nakakakilala lng kao ng bago if pinakilala, o classamte o orgamte.

next experience is ung napulot ko ung driver's license nitong guy. tapos so dala dala ko license nya for abt half a wk. then i posted his name sa status ng YM ko then someone replied to my status, turns out kbrkda pla un ng blockmate ko. and then my blockmate gave his number to me and then cinontact ko saying: hello ako ang nakapulot ng license mo. friend ako ni blockmate. bgay ko nlng sa girlfreind mo (kavolley k0.
tpos tumwag sya. sabi nya uhh pw dko malaman sino ito?

me: wag mo ng alamin. (i dont trust strangers anymore after anakw cellphone ko)

tapos hayin nung bngay ko na license nya, dun kami nagkakilala at ngaun, classmate at beadle pa nmn sa cost accounting biruin mo ang pagkakataon? sa dmaing paraan upang makakilala ng bago, sa mga aksidenteng pangyayari pa?? ang galing!

2006-07-11T07:37:00.000+08:00

iyak nlng ako. :(

di nako syado nakakpahinga.. :(

huhuh. anu ba tong buhay na ito oh. wla man lang akong disenteng bakasyon noon summer, wala pa rin akong moderate life ngayon. lahat nlng dami dami gawin.

gusto ko maghermit in a far awya place. ayaw ko ng ingay dito kahit na tunog ng busina at halkhak ng tao. i want to hear myself.

KAY QUIETTTTTTTT!!!!!!! TUMAHIMIK KAYOOOOOO!!!!!! TAKE AWAY THE STRESS IN MY LIFE!!!!! SHHHHHHHH. WAG KAYO SYADO MADALDAL!!! DAGDAG PAHIRAP KAYO SA BUHAY KO!!!!!

nachos galore

2006-06-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

hmm yummy. cant wait for pica pica day. i love nachos so much. the ones with the salsa! :)

nacho king ndi syado gaano masarap though. iw ant the salsa or else! hahaha

did this when i was craving for nacho sometime during summer. nakaklaway ang sarap sa chilanga's! the best kasama pa ung fried beans!

cute dogs. haha wla lng. nakaktwa. smell my breathh.. *ahaaaaaaaaaaaaa...*

specially for you

2006-06-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

im really paranoid. and a bit scared.

i was really hearing voices a while ago in my head. i wonder if im just making them up or there really is a voice. sheesshh. and i hear sounds in silence. i cant describe how silence sounds. but it's similar to a horror film.

i hope im not mentally ill. but it wont hurt if i am.

sidenote:
a while ago, i saw this special Chinese guy. He's mentally ill. He's cute and he's retarded. but it's such a pleasure to just experience watching him. He flips his arms round and round and he's lookign everywhere but he keeps on smiling. Maybe that's why i have a special thing for the special. They are always happy even if they have defects. They can easily be entertained by just a clap or duling eyes.

i like watching special people. SOmetimes, i want to be with them mainly because i am a retard myself. Maybe i can ride with their way of thinking. And it's fun to be insane. atleast they're special.

Im excited to mingle with them soon. I ownder when. I want to imagine with them. play with them and be one of them for a while. It's fun to be in their world.

2006-06-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

hello blog.

It's been a while. School started last monday and i don't feel good about it. Bah. It's boring. majors are boring.

a lot of things happened though.

my great grandma just passed away. Im wondering why im not that affected though. Maybe because i havent spent a lot of time with her because she's in China.

i also found out that it's not only me that has this doubt regarding ____. My friend1 also feels the same way and i was really surprised.

i was afraid for my friend2. Im glad friend2 is okay.

My sister kept on making me feel guilty abotu not joining JTA. Well yeah. i had unreasonable reasons.

She gave me the eye-opener and only reiterated my saying that i must really love what i hate if i want to make things happen.

for some reason, i am ironic.

i just believe that crying does not mean you are weak. You just show your emotions but it doesnt mean you give up. Yes you were sad but you dont pity on yourself. You just cry because that's how you felt. ANd it does not mean you will not do anything about it. actually i think crying means admitting that you were wrong. Well in my case, yes.

that's how my sister made me feel a while ago. and seriously, i never felt better. im glad.

You know what, it realy makes me happy when i feel pain. Kablam!!!

ive realized:
- this world will forever be unfair, even in the simplest things. the mere fact that you got the smaller part of the chicken. those things.
- people will always do things to their benefit. even lovers do. They love the person because the other makes him/her feel good.
- sometimes giving up is not bad. There are times when you just have to give up because you're just wasting time if you know that it will never work out. Hello? You can't force something you're not. It's just a fantasy.
- Weakness is strength. That's why i believe that tough guys do cry and weak guys don't.
- Strength is also a weakness. It is only when you're ready to show your flaws that you are strong.
- Sometimes you just have to swallow your pride whole. not in parts.
- Fears will waste your time. You just have to do the bahal na attitude and come what may. Just push yourself to something you hate and maybe it'll turn out fine. As my mom says, basta magugulat ka nalang.
- Money can not buy everything but it sure does make the world go round.
- Poverty will always be there. You can't do anything abou tit. You can't erase it but you can make a difference to a few. that's for sure.
- Perseverance sometimes does not guarantee anything. Sometimes, it's the gift. So don't push yourself on something you're just wishing for if you know that it is not for you. Besides, maybe it's not what you want after all, maybe that's what "you want because that's the one 'acceptable' for you" check on your ego, my friend. Find your own gift.
- Talents are not just limited on singing dacing and acting. It is as simple as being able to make me laugh. I don't laugh easily believe me. Im hard to be entertained by the usual comedy.
- I hate routine. even with people. I get tired with people and so i belive that in everything, ther must always be breaks in between.
- i am not an angel. i am not a devil either. I am a mixture and in some cases, i can be extremes but i still limit my actions.
- movies where one man saves the whole world is nothing. No person can ever do that. No matter how rich or influential you are. You can never please everyone.
- sometimes, you just have to give in to the world in order to survive. even if you hate it or it violates your rights. If that's waht they want, you give it to them. Besides, maybe giving in a little bit can even let you go to different places and there, do your masterplan.
- im not pessimistic. im not optimistic. im not realistic. Im nothing. what ive said are just my realizations in my opinion. I just want to note that, you can;t really dream high even if it's for free. Don't aim high all the time because it only makes you feel worse if you know you can never achieve it. The higher you get, the more impact on falling down.

well, for me, life is like this at the moment.

tambay sa bahay

2006-06-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

ang saya kasi tumambay kahapon dito HS brkada ko. weeeeeeeee.. you know the feeling na kahit antagal nyong d nagkikita close pa rin? hahaha.. ang saya..

kahit babad lgn sa isang kwarto at puro kwentuhan lng, ang saya pa rin.

ang saya saya ang saya saya!

mga nagbago.

c cindy may bangs na haha bagay!!
c lea super straugth haba hair!
c kring new life haha
c don hayun puyat at pumayat
pero lahat kasing kwela at kasing lovable parin!

nung mga bandang 12 am na, andun pa rin c lea at kring, puro kababawan mga pinaguusapan nmn, kesyo paano niyo hinihiwa ang hotdog, kung tinutupi nyo pa iang tissue kung tatae kayo, kung paano kayo gumupit ng kuko-buo o bara2 lang.. hahah.,. andami namin natuklasan sa habits nmn.. pati pa nga nao ang inuuna. zipper o button?

2006-06-10T09:36:00.000+08:00

alam mo buisit ka eh. wla aka ng inatupag kundi gumawa ng kung anu-anong assumptions dyan sa utak mo! akala mo baka kesyo ganito keasyo ganyan. eh anu mapapala mo dyan! puro ka nlng takot takot takot. nakakbuisit ka na eh! akala mo ba maganda yang gngwa mo? hindi! lalo ka lng natatakot kasi anu-anu iniicp mo.

nakakinis ka na eh! gusto na kitang patayin! titirisin ko mukha mo pag d ka tumigil eh. sawang sawa nako sa ugali mo eh! madedepress ka eh kasalanan mo naman! ano bang pakialam mo sa ibang tao ha! syado ka icp ng icp sa kanila eh. sasampalin na kita eh! d ka nmn nagtatanda! ulit ka nang ulit ng mali mo! sabi mo gusto mo maggrow. eh ikaw mismo ung sagabal sa growth mo. naiirita na tlga ako sau ha. PAPATYIN na ltga kita. kung pwd lang kia suntukin eh. BWISIT ka tlga sa buhay ko eh nh? kung 2 lng tlga tayo eh papatayin n tlga kita. humanda ka sakin. sa kakahiya hiya o takot mo niyan, ako ang papatay sa iyo. tumigil ka na nga. lagi nlng tayo nagtatalo. oo lagi nga d ka nmn nakikinig kahit ilang beses kita pagalitan o pagsabihan. anoba kasing ikinatatakot mo ha? ang iisipin ng iba? tangina mo nmn eh. tanga gago! isa kang malaking tanga! umayos ka nga. yan.. yan kasi.. sa mga insecurities mo. dyan ka napapahamak. dyan ka nadedepress. dyan ka mali at dyan ka babagsak kung d mo ayusin yan. Umayos ka ha. d nako nagbibiro. buisit ka tlga.

PS: *ignore, talking to myself*

nag-aaral ng html

2006-06-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

TESTING LANG ITO

Pangalan:

Course:

Edad:

Oras ngayon:
umaga

hapon

gabi

Kasarian:

attention blog readers

2006-06-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

I'll be experimenting on my blog these days so expect changes hahahah. :)

gabi

2006-06-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

i rarely roll up our blinds at night.

pero gnwa ko ngayong gabi. at first d ko alam what to expect. it's either a horror view or a nice view. hindi mo alam nau pwd lumabas dyan. pero ganda pla.

wehn you see the buildings lit up at night. i can say a big wowwwwwwwwww.. :) ganda nh. d ko nga lam kung eastwood ata nakiktia ko eh. bsta there's one big UNIONBANK lit up haha. it's nice. i love the view. if only i can see more.

on my other windoe. i can see marikina ata or antipolo i dunno. bsta may mountains pero d sya ung nature'y mountains. pero oks lgn din. it's nice. BUT in the morning haha :) i wish i can stargaze kaso nga lng. nakaktkot sa amin pag gabi kasi kaya ayoko mag-isa dun at night sa open air.

teehee

2006-06-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

im having a very BIG problem (well for me) hahaha

i know that i hate acting. but i know that i love to do what i hate. so how do i deal with the two opposing forces?

last night when i asked lippy to send me the script, I didn't know how to react. it's not that hard though except for the crying part which im not good at. though it's not serious, i kinda hate acting like im crying in the scene. i would rather act as the one who's angry. It's my best of most favorite role ever coz you don't have to act. for me it's easier to pretend you're angry than you're happy or crying. hahah. I LIKE WHINING TOO.

well in high school, i only had two memorable roles. one was im a ng angry mother playing a drama and MAMA RENE (Rene Salud) with Kris Aquino for Game K N B. I can tell that those were the times i really TRIED acting. other roles were just a person bombed, a tree moving, or a bloody ghost of a king.

i hate to do it but i really love to force myself to do what I don't want. Well, it's merely because i know it can help me grow too. shhessshh.. A while ago, while I was rehearsing all the lines (since i don't know which role I'll get), I first read the line "HANUBAYAN!"

EEP! my mother heard me and opened the door to my room and asked, "Sinong kausap mo?"

Well, the usual embarassed me just lied, "Wala. Kausap ko lang sarili ko."

Grr. even my dad caught me one time. I was pretending in my room to be a stwardess saying "Coffee or tea?" and one time, pretending to be my orthodontist. :P nakakahiyaaa.. hahaha

but i have a calling to say Noooo---errr--yesss?? let's see. I don't know. Im also having trouble with the costume part. I hate dressing up like a kid coz you have to wear shorts. ANTI-SHORTS.

uy

2006-06-05T12:50:00.000+08:00

im currently loving:

GARY VALENCIANOOOOOOOOO
TONI GONZAGAAAAAAAAAAA
BIANCA GONZALESSSSSS

weeeeeeeee.. hahah

at mga payongggggggg!!!!!! hindi ung floral payong. kundi ung malalaking payong na sturdy. ang ganda tingnan. modern na modern ahah. tibay pa! :)

nanood kasi ako ng big reunion kahapon, ang galing ni gary v magdeliver ng song nya. lagi galing sa puso haha.. *iyak* hahaha .. :)

:(

2006-05-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

huhuhu ngaun ko lng napansin..

pati ung pillow na bgay ni fren nawawala...

sabi ng kptd ko d nya lam if nnapaigay rn nya.. tulad ng gnwa nya ke Bub!

nooooooooo

dreams

2006-05-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

weird

kasi i always have dreams like sci-fi, horror, fantasy, love stories, thriller/suspense mga suicidal eklat

last night napaniginiapn ko? ewan. bsta d ako ata tao. kakaiba kasi sa bwat tama ng fluorescent light sa akin, the colors get saturated. para ako nagiigng hollogram (kung un ung spelling) .. bsta dark ang paligid pero nagiging bright ang kulay ko na iba iabng kulay. green violet red blue .. but it was not a nice view actually. it's not a good fantasy type. it's a horror colorful type.

tapos ang natatandaan ko pa. may mga mirror tapos may kasama ako na super takot kasi nga may supernatural thing da wna nangyayari. sa dream ko, i really felt that weird feeling. i knew we were not alone. may mga ksma kaming iba. tapos bigla nlng ako napossess.. sa dream ko nararamdaman ko raw ung pain, nang pasukin ako ng spirit. nilalabanan ko ung pain pero ako mismo hinahayaan ko iconsume ako ng pain. i dunno pero parang hinayaan ko sarili ko mapossess at maskatan kasi i know na only thru pain i can be free. so un nga ung nangyari. ewna ko ba. bigla nlng after nun, sa dream ko, after ko raw mapossess bigla nlng bumuka ung mta ako and i saw this egyptian like dagger na hawak ko nakasaksak sa aking tiyan. hinila ko siya pero wlang dugo.

i dunno abt the dagger thoug. it's gold. d ko lam if nung napopossess kao, d ko lam kung sinaksak ako o sinaksak ko sarili ko. bsta pag buka ng mata ko nlng. hawak ko nang mahigpit ung panaksak sa tyan ko.

well im used to these kind of dreams anyway. i either die, do the revenge for my loved one. and kill like i've never killed before. yea. that's how gory my dreams are. laglag organs.

kahirapan

2006-05-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

nakkalungkot ang kondisyon ng pinas. sa totoo lng, minsan nakakfrustrate na eh. bakit super bulok natin compared sa ibang bansa kahit andami nmn nating potential? ang galing daw ng pinoy sa pagrepair. sa pag english. sa entetainment. andami pwd magawa pero ampangit pa rin ng growth natin. >:[

lalo na pag nakikita mo ung mga tumatae sa pasig river. mga dumudura. mga yosi at alak lng ang inatupag. ang mga tambay. nakakainis tuloy tingnan. pero cguro nga. never ko sila maiintindihan kasi ndi ko nmn alam ang kalagayan nila. pero frustrating pa rin. kasi nakaakyat nga si leo oracion sa Mt everest. Nanalo nga si Precious LAra Quigaman sa Miss International. Nanalo nga si Pacquiao ke Morales. Sinasayaw natin ang PBB theme song.

OO NGA! masyado na tayo msya na kasi KAYANG KAYA NG PINOY. kaya nmn tlga eh kaso wla nmn nararating. sabi nga ng radio announcer dati. Oo, nakatuntong nga tayo sa pinakamataas na bundok s amundo. eh ano ngayon? nakatulong ba sa kahirapan natin? minsan super tayo bilib nga na wow kayang kaya ng pinoy pero wla nmn diretsang epekto sa atin. oo nga, tumataas ung pride natn bilang pinoy pero wla pa rin eh. anu nmn ngaun kung nanalo si pacquaio? nakatulong ba sa ekonomiya? wla rn nmn eh. anu ngaun kung matalino sumagot ang mga beauty queen? magaling nga raw sa salita. puro idea lng. d nmn nagagawa. NAKAKABANAS lng kasi super laki ng tiwala ko na kaya nmn tlga ng pinoy eh. cguro ung iba kuntento na kasi sa ganito. d ko rin alam nau ung solusyon eh. sabi nga sa eco class nmn, ang pinas daw, napakababa ng saving rate. IBIG sabihin, napakagaling natin magwaldas ng pera. mga yosi ng yosi dyan. wlang mgwa sa buhay. toma ng toma. baon na nga sa utang. ginagasta pa sa bisyo. tapos uutang ulit? pero ayoko sila sisihin kasi nga d ko nmn tlga sila naiintindihan. pero nakakainis pa rin diba?

lalo na ung mga anak nang anak. para na tayong baboy eh. andami kung manganak. sa bwat dagdag na anak, mas konti ung naiipon ng tatay. kaya lahat ng naiipon ay nakokonsumo agad. eh di wla ng natira!

to quote my classmates eco report:

Productivity will help economic growth, yes, but productivity has to be there.
Productivity of people, as people are influenced by incentives, is based on
their income and benefits. While helping the poor with targeted programs –
targeting the poor – might help, it does not guarantee that the economy will
grow. “Give a man a fish and he will live for a day. Teach a man to fish and he
will live for a lifetime.” Giving money and services to the poor won’t help
enough. This will increase government spending, increase to maybe even greater
than the tax. This, therefore, will invoke budget deficit. And since these
targeted programs are meant only for the poor, it makes the poor seem like dead
weight to an already sinking ship. They are spending the tax money that ought to
be used for the betterment of Philippine infrastructure or public works. They
are a complete waste of money. Programs that should be meant for all the members
of the population now only focus on the poor. (Sicat 2003) While they are the
biggest part, the spending for them is still inefficient because of the
aforementioned overspending. The government would be better off not taking care
of the poor. They only spend more and more and save less and less. The poor must
be taught to be more productive. They must be given the technical knowledge and
made to produce. Due to economic growth, the demand for all employment of all
the factors of production, particularly labor, rises. We see that all is
intertwined. (Sicat
2003)

“Safety net programs for the poor and vulnerable” will help in maintaining the
status of vulnerable economic groups when the economy changes – especially when
the change is detrimental to the poor. (Sicat 2003) These programs create
short-run support systems, but cost a lot to implement. This makes it somewhat
inefficient. It is as if the government is paying for those who cannot pay for
themselves. A noble act, but inefficient and detrimental nevertheless. Emergency
employment programs, livelihood programs, food and cross-subsidies are examples.
(Sicat 2003) It seems good enough help for those in need of it, but if the
government pays for the people, government spending rises while tax stays the
same. In a closed economy, this could be detrimental – it makes government
saving negative.

nakakinis diba? sa bwat pag-anak nila, hindi lng sila nahihirapan. MORE POOR PEOPLE= MORE TAXES FOR THE NON POOR

MORE POOR= MORE GOVT SPENDING FOR THE POOR= LESS GOVT SPENDING ON NATIONAL GROWTH AS A WHOLE (education, IT, health, etc)

they always rely on dole out grr. and i still believe na education is still best. ndi dahl kaingin ako kundi dahil un nmn tlga eh. mahirap maging mahirap. pero mas mahirap maging tanga at walang alam. (i can testify to that)

bago

2006-05-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

haynako. ang kapatid ko bumili nanaman ng stuff toy. baho pa . amoy china. ung nasa left ay isang sheep. tapos si khutulun. tapos isang penguin. tapos isang lion tapos isang seal.

sympre may family pic!

nalulunod ang sheep. khutulun--lifeguard (do the doggie swim!)

unang piktyur: CPR lang.. (bwal ang lips-to-lips dito eh) HAHHA

update

2006-05-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

pumunta kami ng duty free kanina. and sa dinami dami ng mga porducts doon, ito ang kumuha sa tensyon ko hahahha.. isang HONEY facial tissue. well symnpore d ko binili. mahal eh. picture lng hahaha.. nakaktuwa kasi ung drawing.. :P

binili ko for myself?... herbal tea hahah!! grbe laki ng influence sa akin ng koreana kong classmate. napabili tuloy ako ng differnet flavors! mukha nmng msarap. msarap ung rose tea ata un. ng tea company?? ewan haha..

random thoughts:

haynako pwd nako magdraw ng constellation sa mukha ko. ewan ko ba. sensitive daw ng skin ko sa shampoo at facial wash na puro nlng pimple inaabot ko. connect the dots ba ito?
napancn ko lng i have a soft spot wd the elderly lalo na dun sa mga umiiyak.. kasi nmn kanina sa kalsada may nagbebenta ng inumin ata. ung naglalako.. ndi nmn sya umiiyak pero nalulungkot kao tingnan sya. ang tanda na nya.. ayoko nlng sya tingnan. lalo lng ako nalulungkot..
natuwa rn nmn ako sa nakita ko kasi nung napatingin ako sa sahig, may nakita kong mag-ina na nagbblow ng plastic na ballon ahha.. miss ko na un. simple lng pero msya na ung anak na wla atang shorts.
nung nsa kalye nmn ako, napansin ko ang isang kotse na puno ng lalaki. grbe haha pag kotse tlga na puro lalaki ang gulo. taas paa dyan. burara hahaha.. siguro ung paa ng lalaki sa passenger's seat pwd ng air freshener ng dirver. ang kapal pa ng medyas nya. :P
bumisita kami sa lumang bahay namin. may 2 kittens haha weeeee.. taga-kain ng daga dun para pest free. cute cute. pisat pa ung mata. hihihihihiih.. :D super duper cuteeeeeeeee
pansin ko lng rin, d pako nag-aaral ng eco fopr tom's finals... zzzzzz

the ultimate survey! I TAG YOU!

2006-05-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

things you want na mahaba

tulog
pasensiya
oras sa break
pantalon
buhok? haha. wag lng boycut

things na you want na maiksi

exam
sleeves
socks
oras ng pag-aaral

things you want na mataba

ang ulam (dpt malaman)
marshmallow
unan
puso haha
ang taog niyayakap ko

things you want na payat

computer monitor
pencil
tv (flat)
dvd player haha lht pyat

things you want na maitim

bolpen ink
gabi
buhok
leather na sapatos
pentel pen

things you want na maputi

socks
ngipin
damit
kuko
papel

things you want na mabigat

ang ulam sa tiyan
jewelry? haha para tunay
dumbell

things you want na magaan

mga libro
ang bag
ang loob/pakiramdam sa isang tao
sapatos
kamay ng taong gagalaw sa gamit ko

things you want na rough

chips
swelas
ice cream haha (wd ung chunks)
adventure? haha sana lng kayanin ko nh?

things you want na smooth

ang sahig
ang buhok
bolpen magsulat
balahibo ng stuff toy
balat
sailing
pagimplement ng kahit ano

things you want na matangkad

height ko
Christmas tree
lababo

things you want na pandak

aso
kama

things you want na maayos

schedule
buhay
isip
desk
notes (wish ko lng)

things you want na magulo

mga bolpen ko
buhok ( hahha pra out of bed look) pero d buhok ko :P
painting
puzzle
playground

things you want na maingay

torotot
paputok
chichirya (dpt crunchy)
na bahay pag gabi pero d dahil sa sigaw kundi dahl sa sounds
parrot ( :P)

things you want na tahimik

pagtulog
library
tao ( ung katmtaman, not so loud but no so silent.. ayoko ng sobrang madada)
pagnguya
retreat

things you want na mataas

tatalunan
grades
ambisyon/pangarap
paniniwala sa sarili
tingin sa ibang tao

things you want na mababa

pride
kalooban
kama
stairs

things you want na malapit

building ng next class
ang vacation
ref
grocery

things you want na malayo

ang oras for the next class
ang mararating ko
eye vision
kaya kong languyin (sana)
ang danger zones (sunog etc)

things you want na matigas

kama
spoon and fork
paninindigan

things you want na malambot

puso
unan
kanin
meat
ulo (ibg sbhn yoko ng matgias na ulo hehe .. pero ako rn minsan matigas :p)
ktwan