my 1st post.. permanent blog ko na ito! :P

so what's happening with my life lately?
obviously wala naman.. actually andaming responsibilidad.. sa bahay.. sa school.. same old nerd and geek that i am.. always studying..

nakakpagod na nga eh.. parang minsan gusto mo nalang mag give up.. pero hndi nmn pwd.. patuloy ang ang pag-ikot ng mundo at wla akong power to stop it..
inaamin ko, napapgod nako.. peor patuloy pa rin. itong hell week na ito.. it will just pass awaya just like other weeks. alam kong makakyanan ko ito. i just hope maraming tutulong sa akin.. hindi ko na kasi kaya ito mag-isa.. sana lang.. sa mga taong nakaksama ko.. tulungan niyo naman ako.. nakakpagod na kasi eh..

peor lam nyo, last wk, Jess woke me up in a different way, paggising ko, weird.. bgla nalng a rush of thoughts pumasok sa icp ko.. and i was thnking of all the gud stuff in my life.. sorry pero i get emotional pag ganito kaya.. habang nsa bed ako.. umiiyak ako.. not htat im sad.. pero msyang msya ako :P

it's nice to think na God really works in mysterious ways.. nagulat ngako eh.. kasi bangag ako nung una.. as usual.. antok but God let those thoughts into my mind.. grbe tlga.. as in andami. and then i began to thnk of all my friends, my family.. laha tng happy memeories. and how they touched my life.. masya kung iicpn mo.. kung iicpn mong panu nila ikaw nabago at panu ka rn naging bahai ng buhay nila..

and u know what, nung theo class namin., sabi ng prof. share how u feel God being born in ur everyday life.. and kinwento ko sa partner ko. sa mga oras na nabubuisit ako.. sa mga oras na gusto mo nlng magalit. God gives u a hint.. na "hey, andito pa nmn ako ah" and then i began to realize all the wonderful stuff around me.. how my mood shifts from worse to best when i see a mother hug and carry her child.. how a pin says" Basta Ikaw Lord" or how a wrapper of pacencia tells u abt Him.. Jess ang galing mo.. sayang lng at ung iba hndi nila narerealize un.. dahil sa totoo lng. ikaw nag pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko at hidni magbabago un.. dahil sau, my life became not just happier, it became magical and filled with all those miracles one could possibly dream of :) thank you Jess.. :P