dear ja

dear janelle,

hello! how are you! you look stressed. what's up what's up?

hmm why are you not replying? are you so tired to even talk? ok i guess i know the answer. i know what's on ur mind. duh. you're either too lazy or too hardworking. You are never moderate. That's the problem. but is it just stress that's eatign you up? Nah. i dont think so. Come on. tell me. i know you are craving for a friend right now. I know you're having regrets right now but it's part of growing up! You cant just say yes to everything you want. Sometimes, you just have to say no because you cant handle it anymore. It's the letting go that's hard right? Yeah. i agree. but you have to admit it. Times change and you have to adpat. The world will not adjust to you. Adpating is a skill. Just like every year, people come and go, and u have to accept it. Now why am i tellign you this? because i care for you. You're tired. I can see it in ur eyes. You dotn even have time to quiet down and stop for a while.

I know that you are confused but you've already decided ya know. You may take it back but you know that you cant just do it because it's not that simple. All you have to do is to cherish the remaining time left for you. Got it? helo? are you still there? DOnt worry about academics too much. Im sure you can do it.

Love, self