ano ba yan.. natutulad nako kay stan... hindi naman ako dapat maging emosyonal sa mga isyu tulad ng mga kaibigan eh. pero bakit nagiging ganito ako ngaun?

nakakainis lan gkasi when i come to think of it, parati na lang ako napapicp. as chari once said, mahirap kasi makuha ang loyalty ng friends. well, sometimes kahit naman sa mga groupwork, ndi naman friendship ang umiiral. gamitan yan. most of the time.

am i too pessimistic? i guess so. but is it realistic? yes.

nakakainis lang kasi paminsan. okay, let's say hindi naman ako anghel to say na i never really depended. kasi yes minsan dependent din ako. pero nakakainis lang kasi parang sa ibang tao, un na ung mismong factor. i mean when you work in a group, please naman, wag naman sobrang halatang yun lang yung habol mo diba. for any activity to work, dapat pati interpersonal aspect nakakayanan mong galawin. hidni langpuro business purposes. how do you expect me to work if im not motivated by your group? how can you work at your best if you know that when you ask something, all you get is a frown? and a wrinkled forehead..

that's my point. it's okay to be dependent kasi that's why we're in a group. you have your strengths, i dont. and im counting on your strengths to make things possible. I in turn contribute what i can contribute. but to be selfish even in your strengths is not helping. i hate people who discourage me. i ahte people who make me feel shitty. i hate people who dont give a damn on how other people feel.

i hate it. but i always end up thinking, okay ja, you just have to adjust. you should learn how to live life. people like them will always be in this orld so you have to get used to it.

BAH. bad conscience you. you'r enot also helping me.

il just confide to the Safeguard conscience.

JA, gumamit ka na lang ng safeguard. 24 hours walng germs!