God woke me up this morning. how? i just assume that He wakes me up whenever I unexpectedly wake up refreshed. usually kasi kelanagn ko pa mag-alarm clock ahhaha.

minsan naman before i sleep, i pray to the souls in purgatory. if there is a purgatory. they say kasi na when you pray to them and ask them to wake you up , gigisingin ka nila. nangyari naman sa akin. or baka naman iniicp ko lang kasi pero galing eh. minsan nagigising ako nang sakto sa inask ko hahaha. or baka body clock na un. pero minsan if tntmad ako mag-alarm clock or wla kaong alarm clock, dnadaan ko nlng sa mga kaluluwa haha.

it goes like i pray for them then i ask them to wake me up hahah. wala naman ako kilala doon though. i think if there really is a purgatory, they need all the prayers. maybe it's lonely there. they say it's a place for cleansing. parang nireready ka to somewhere else? i dont know. pero yun lang, whatever nangyayari doon, siguro lonely sila. i wonder what it feels like to be dead and all alone in that dark place (or so i think it is). i mean, may kilala rin kaya ako doon if ever? tapos magchichikahan din ba kami? ano past time namin while cleansing? monopoly? boring.. baka naman patintero ahha! edi laging panalo kasi nakakalusot na palagi mga "katawan" nila.

bakit nga ba ak napunta sa topic na ito. hay.. bsta nakaktuwa lang magising unexpectedly. that's the gist of my long essay :)