good morning ja

funny. ito ang nakita ko nang magising ako sa umaga. pinony tail ko buhok ko at tumingin sa mirror. dammit. ang dami kong birdhair sa ulo! ahhaha. sobrang nipis ng buhok ko dami na napuputol sa suklay tapos nung pinusod pa buhok ko mas marami pa nalagas hahaha. (no offense sayo ito fren ha haha mahina lang talaga buhok ko) :) grabe para nakong ibon! natawa na lang ako hahaha 1st day of altp = nakakdugo sa paa. parang gusto ko nlng maging instant lumpo para makawheel chair na agad at least nakaupo! ang sakit tumayo with heels!!! nakakamatay!! parang deathrow convict na ko na tinotorture!! nakakaiyak at nakakpagod!!!

plus tumatawid pako ng overpass ng nakaheels!! galing ko noh?? at sumisimangot pako to push away kung sinumang may mga masamang tangka na magnakaw o anuman hahah. para mukha akong masungit at galit nyahahah.

altp = bad for blood circulation

my cravings have officially subsided. no more PMS. pero lower back pain naman.. heloooooooo!! anybody there?! echo!!! hahahha!!

asar, kakaYM ko lng kay don. nagiging tamad na kami dis sem. hindi pwede ito!!!!!!!!!

kasi naman hindi ako mapakali sa isang posisyon. pag nasa chair ako cguro 15 mins lng tas aalis ulit ako. nakakangawit kasi eh. i cant find a comfortable place to study sa bahay. pag sa kama naman either nakaktulog ako or nakukuba. i need a good chair!! gusto ko nakawin ung chair sa lib sa may computers! the best yon! sarap upuan!

even beanbags give me backaches.

ayoko rin mga upuan sa faura. ang taas! ayoko naman sa ctc at som, ang laki kaya sagad sa legs! sa lib tlga pinakaokay! mateo ok rin pero not for long.

hayy.. i want to study pero ndi ako mapakali. wat to do? wat to do?

solution: give me a good chair for christmas! :) wahhaha! joke lang.

i want to treat myself and get a massage. pero mahal. darn it. i want to try acupuncture!

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ito yung dati pa. nirate ko lng ulit buhay ko haha
http://pa-ja-mas.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_pa-ja-mas_archive.html

sira nanaman ata blog ko. haynako. 3 times nako nagpapalit ng blog. ambulok bulok ng blogger at ng friendster blogs! ayoko na magblog ever hahah!

meet the MAC idols haha

hi world.

the first week of classes has been great. im still adjusting to my new schedule. nakakainis lagi maaga classes ko ang daya.. sa dami ng units ng mac hindi man lang ako makapasok ng hapon! lagi 9 am! wehhh.. kung hindi naman 9 am, 930. pareho lang din un. lagi struggle para tumayo sa bed hahah!

i want to enumerate a list of my blockmates whom i idolize the most. so that you can also get to meet my blockmates. :P

sa boys:

• si Mac, forever magaling magdeliver ng kahit anong speech, presentation o message. mabait at pag nagsalita na in front, hindi mo na kailangan pilitin sarili mo makinig. natural na sa kanya na mapapakinig ka tlaga, tapos hindi pa masakit sa tenga pakinggan haha. one of the people who can assume great leadership roles.
• si Kuya Kaloy wahha. eto ang isa pang magaling na tao. although may pagkaloko-loko din at times, alam nya kelan magseryoso and magaling din ito sa talumpati wahha. good reporter din, and convincing ha. mabait din, one of the masasabi kong gentleman sa block at makulit at nakakatawa pa. parang kuya talaga hahah. pagsasabihan ka rin minsan. (lalo na nung nagbackpack ako papuntang eastwud haha) at mabuting kasama kapag wala ka na sa sariling katinuan.
• si LJ, one of the people who knows his responsibilities. although ndi ko lagi nakakusap, it shows how he's serious despite his clown character. dedicated sa pag-aaral at sympre sa kay denise haha. pero ang pinakanabilib ako when he let me realize that i can decide on my own. "ja, hindi mo naman kailangan sundin lahat ng inuutos eh. hindi ko sinasabi wag mo sundin pero kailangan mo malaman kung kelan ka dapat susunod o hindi" somewhat like that and i really appreciated that.

sa girls:

• si april, we can say that she's not the people who really have the obvious greatness like publick speaking etc. but her inner value shines through. i have talked to this girl a lot of times and never did i have a boring conversation kahti mababaw lang usapan namin because she knows how to listen. lagi pa tumatawa kahit minsan mahina lang haha. she's also the one i usually talk to about issues regarding my faith, environmental issues and even about society. such issues can only be shared to a few people who really take time and appreciate what you say. april is one of them and im glad i can share them with her. :)
• si fren, as iv said to her during our english class, she's not really the type that i would really like at first but i came to love her despite all our differences. she even embodies my complete opposite in terms of interests. but we're still friends. weird huh? fren, partygirl, likes shopping, barhopping, girly, loud and confident and im the exact opposite. hahah. i like her because despite all these, she's very welcoming to accomodate everybody. at masarap pa lokohin. haha
• si carissa, first yr ko nakilala at hindi pa kami blockmates nun. weird nh? kasi pag nagkikita kami sa corridor nun kht d pa kami blockmates parang matagal na magkakilala. mas masigla pa ang paghi namin sa isa't isa. tapos ang weird kasi LAGI KO SYA NAKIKITA EVEYRWHERE kaya laging bati nain ay OIII KAW ULIT!! hahaha. and what i really like about her is she knows how to be a good friend. nung kinilala ko sya, ive heard her stories and i see a colorful person. marami kami pwede pagusapan at pagtawanan. at sa lahat ata ng blockmates ko, siya lang ung siguro pinakanakwentuhan ko ng buhay at saloobin ko.

oi ang pangit ng mateo kanina. nakakkuba! hahahah!

pero masaya kasi ndi lang ako ang kuba!

kubaness! kuba kuba mga kampanyerang kuba!

next time maghahanap ako ng kandila para wala na tayong kubalysis. HAHAHA

dalawang tao na ang nagsabi sa akin.

ja, learn how to say no.

hirap noh? bakit nga ba ang hirap sabihin ng AYAW KO! sometimes i see myself just stuck in things i dont want to do but i cant get out.

hindi ko na kilala sarili ko. pakiramdam ko, namatay na si ja. pero nabubuhay pa rin ako sa katawan ni ja, pero ang nagpapagalaw sa katawan niya ay hindi ko na kilala.

nagkasabay-sabay lahat.saklap na buhay pero still trying to be optimistic. but am i realistic?

Negative emotions that aggravate the Gall Bladder: The gall bladder is where we store our fear, our worries and our anxieties, especially fears of making mistakes or fears of failure. It's no wonder so many are taken out. We have become professionals in surrounding ourselves in our fears. In order to overcome your fears, you have to jump right in and face them. The flowers help us to learn how to do this. The two flower essences used for fear are: Aspen for unknown fears and Mimulus for known fears. Larch is also often used for gall bladder issues especially if the person is afraid to fail in life or afraid of rejection. The gall bladder also holds the energy of self-esteem.