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If you think about all the wonders in this world, how a child smiles, how fathers carry their daughters, how cats rest on the grass, and how the trees wave at you, don't you evr realize it? Life is Good isn't it?
hehe as u can see.. sa mga iab pang nagtext sa akin, ndi ko ininclude lht. it's either nabura ko, or masyadong mahaba, or may laman na dpt ay sikreto ahha.. un lgn pero hayan .. anoder trip to my inbox. slamt sa laht! every time i read them ang saya :) buburahn ko na cla ha! puno na inbox ko!
alam mo, sabi ni Rizal, kahit wla ka maisusulat, akay mong punuin ang 4 na papel with ur random thots. ako nmninisip ko, wla rn akaomalagaypalagi sa blog unless i have a major event or wut, pero i guess mapupuno ko ito ng nonsense.. angpangi tkasi pag wal ako maisusulat.. hehehe
I want to tell so many things b ut they're so many I cant place them all here. Ang dami kong iniisip but id ont know where to start and what to start. you know what i mean? maybe im just too tired..
i am happy today weee! ang daming gagawin pero ang sayaaaa :D
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how about you? thanks for dropping by hehehe.. lets have a mini chitchat here. bka hndi na kita nakakusap.. whoever u are..
And I say to myself, what a “wonderful” world I always ask myself why people can’t resist cluttering the environment. Actually, people even mock the clean-as-you-go propaganda of the school. Others say it’s irritating. Others are just so lazy to pick up their trash and do their part just by segregating. And I’m very disappointed when I see Ateneans throw clumps of tissue paper on the streets. Before I go tackling my views on environment, I want to let out my other sentiments first. What I’ve said earlier is basically just an overview of what I really feel about this world. Our environment is so polluted, not just of trash, but also of trashy people. What do I mean about trashy people? These are the people who are walking garbage factories. It seems to me that they don’t have a mind of themselves. They just produce endlessly up to the nth degree! I just hate it when people are so insensitive to the environment. They think that just a piece of candy wrapper won’t do much harm. That’s what they think! And I see the numerous people who buy lots of food and just throw them to waste. They even don’t care how much paper they consume by not being responsible to their photocopied sheets. They get it. They lose it. They photocopy again. What a waste! People just don’t care about their environment. It’s a sad fact. They even smoke continuously. A friend of mine said that she liked a guy who smokes because it would make him look manlier. Hello? It’s not even manly. It’s just covering him up! Men do it so they would “appear” manly but in fact they’re not. Throw them a piece of cockroach/rat and you’ll see that they’re not manly at all. It’s all a cover up. They might even run away faster than the girls. And who says they’re more macho? How would you like a guy who’s very polluted inside? I think it’s all about the culture. People think that being so environmentalist is uncool. They think that it’s cool to smoke. It’s cool to throw trash out of the window. They also think that if you clean up your plate, you’ll look like a hungry beggar. As for me, I so love the environment. But we can’t just go primitive all at once because we are already used to this life. It would be very hard to adapt to an environmental world totally. I mean, for us to be very clean, we should erase all of technology such as cars, factories etc. But it would be insane to just scrap them all so that we can just have this clean environment. It can not be. No one will agree to me even you. But what I am fighting for is a little sensitivity. For every trash we make, someone gets affected by it. I always get depressed when I imagine 10-20 years from now, my children won’t experience the greatness of nature. I am afraid for the future. At present, people always label me as “kuripot.” I am also an environmentalist too. I am a great enemy of Styrofoam. I hate pollution, and unnecessary garbage. What I do to help is to bring some “baon.” I believe that I can save money and lessen trash. As you can see, the cafeteria uses mostly Styrofoam already. And my heart bleeds for every time I myself buy food from the cafeteria. Yes I am full but I have polluted the environment. My heart also bleeds for every food that is being put to waste, and for every unnecessary consumption of gas. Some people even call me impractical already because I am very “kuripot” to the extremes. Whenever I buy fast food, I never buy a chicken meal or a spaghetti meal because they use Styrofoam. The last spaghetti I had was years ago. I just buy a hamburger or fries. I don’t take out. I always prefer dine in. And when I am hungry outside, I just control my hunger until I get home so I wont buy take outs. I take a bath with my lights off. I use a lamp so that I don’t need to open my fluorescent light in my room. I even walk as much as possible to find a person, so as to avoid texting him where he is. I also eat every piece of food on my plate, even the garnish. I don’t usually buy junk food because aside from its being unhealthy, it’s just trash to the earth and into my body. I don’t buy the things I want. I just buy the things I need. If someone gives what I want as a gift then okay! If not, it’s okay too. I write on every space on papers as much as possible. I even write on the “dirty’ side of the scratch paper if what I’ll write is just short or what. I maximize space all the time. I borrow photocopied materials instead of having a copy for myself. I also borrow books so I don’t need to buy one. I also switch my cell phone off at night. And I even sleep without aircon or an electric fan or an opened window. (I may get ill due to this, but I have already trained myself to adapt to that kind of environment.) I even buy the more expensive food if the cheaper ones offer their food with a Styrofoam container. That’s why I either buy shawarma, or a sandwich. I also save water by using a pail, not a shower. If I have dirty water, for example, a fly is there, I just throw it to the plants, and not to the sink. I use sunlight instead of artificial lights. They all look pretty impractical but I tell you, I can live. It’s not so primitive but I am fine. I am happy to be earth’s soldier. My problem is, how can I influence people to help the environment too? I have a plan but I don’t want to tell. I want to keep it as a secret first. I will do it discreetly within the ateneo environment but nothing to be scared of, it’s not illegal. I just want it to be kept secret at the moment. Based on the two plenaries, I always get teary eyed whenever I imagine the future. I want my kids to enjoy God’s glory. What will be left for tomorrow? It seems that our resources are degrading rapidly. I also read an almanac, and just this 2000, a species was declared extinct. I can’t remember what animal it was but I think it was part of the family of doves. It breaks my heart. The two speakers talked about how we should be able to replenish our resources soon so as the future can have something to use. But comparing the rate of consumption to replenishment, there is a large difference. People think that our resources our limitless. But actually they’re not. The fossil fuels, the coals, etc, all of them will be gone forever If we continue to waste them. Once everything is used up, what will happen to our automobiles? All of them will be considered trash as well because they will be of no use. Who can provide another ozone layer to us? No one can and the hole gets bigger every minute. But how can we do this so-called “sustainable development?” I don’t know either. What I mentioned earlier can be ways to help save the earth. Sometimes, I believe that what this world needs is not just mild persuasion. Because I feel this deep anger for trash, sometimes, I believe what this world needs right now is a radical change. But what I’m thinking would be very violent so I’ll scrap it out. But the question remains, how? Specifically, HOW CAN WE WAKE THESE PEOPLE UP? Will they forever remain insensitive to the environment unless they themselves or their loved ones become a victim of nature? Will they become sensitive now if their loved one gets caught up in a landslide? Will they stop ruining the earth if they get caught in a forest fire? Will they help the world if I kill them all if they don’t change? (bad idea but I’m starting to lose hope) The world is scary. I feel very sorry for the mother Earth. All I can do is do my part. And hope for the best. For every technology, there is waste. For every development, there is still waste. Everything has waste. The only thing we can do is to save up as much as we can for the future generations. Sometimes I feel that I have the responsibility to make this world a better place but I get disappointed because I don’t see any change for the better. I feel the calling to place the burden on my shoulders. And every time I am reminded of how the world is degrading, I feel ashamed because I failed. The plenaries reminded me about it and I felt sad. I know that I am no superhero to change this world. But I am striving to make it better by the smallest increment existing. My part is so small yet I know I am helping. But I can’t help it. Sometimes, I still feel discouraged because I don’t see the product of my labor. I just hope other people will join my “vice” in helping the environment. |
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me looking teeny weny macho. wla akong muscles hehe..
nolet looks funny.. the face! :P
martin as a statue ahhah
day as pilay macho
cleng as macho? joke.. what happened to ur tummy? :)
my blockmates and I.. mga siraulo heheh.. the two guys on the left (stan and LJ) look funny too :) fong looks like he has a gun pointing at my head hmm :P ay thumbs up pla un para kaming nanggigigil ni clarissa |
i am a product of a broken family.
well nagmumuni2 ako last night.. after i wrote my previous post.. hmm hayy hooooo hii haaa.. nababaliw ako these days ive been craving for pizza hut's super supreme and French baker's garlic bread and lasagna.. just this thursday i got the garlic bread from french baker without hte lasgna (thanks to my younger sister.. naalala nyako bilhan.. :P) para ankong naglilihi.. sobra grabe ako magcrave last nyt just before i wrote my previous post, i got pizza hut from my mom.. pinagbgyan nya ung kakahingi ko ng pizza hut.. naiirita na ata sya kakakulit ko.. but not super supreme though aww. weird flavors.. chicken ata and hmm bacon sumthng.. pero sympre sobrnag saya kasi pizza pa rin un!! ughh is food my answer to all my depression? kaya matakaw mga babae hehehhe.. or is it just the PMS?? fart. well im still unproductive.. i had to cancel all i have to do today? hy? my fever keeps coming back and i have no transportation grrr.. what i missed: hmm movie wd fren pero cancelled dn nmn tlga MH field trip (bkt wla ung waiver kahapon?) ..sasama na sana ako pero no.. i got fever again! RAm's despedida.. ughh and i still want to watch a MMFF movie!! ughh.. when can i watch MULAWIN :P? dpt every yr makanuod akoo!!! movies which i missed and i want to watch! chicken little king kong .......... parang sinusumpa ata ako sa area lahat ng activities sa area hindi ko napupuntahan except the usual teaching sympre i missed the K2 Christmas party sa area, culminating party twice!, and ngayon yugn field trip asar.. and i still really regret not going to Jingle Bell Rock.. argggg.. hayy stop it JA. wla ka na magagawa dun.. okay so what's in my mind: school stuff pa rin hay buhay estudyante pero msrap pa rn maging atenista kesa maging alumni DAW ah.. ask the seniors.. MATULOG KA NA! |
life is not so great fro me at the moment.. ive been very disturbed for the past few days.. but i dont want to tell what it's all about. im just disturbed and i cant seem to think very well.. i dont know what i really want. I think Im expecting much of myself. I just cant handle everything right now. I am not in a normal state of mind. I need to rest. I need a break. My "vacation" was stressful because of this disturbance and i cant seem to get away with it. I am feeling so sad and depressed. I am homesick in my own house. I just wish life was simpler and happier when I was still young. But as someone told me, wlanag madali sa buhay iha. It's unbearable. Loneliness drowns me so much that I dont feel the presence of the people around me. I am stuck in my own sad world. and what a way to greet the new year. i had two Fs. one in histo. One in Chem. I hope acctng long test will be ok.. LS ppr .. equivalent to F. burdens make me insane. im no superman ya know. im just so tired. ALl these expectations from me, as a sister, as a daughter, as a friend, as a student, as an orgmate.. CAN I PLEASE STOP TIME. I JUST WANT TO BE ME. I need time for myself. and i ahet myself too for forgettign about ACMG's first friday mass sponsorship. I have failed my org. Nakakahiya dahil i carried Kaingin's name, and i all forgot about it. I only remembered it after my nap. SOBRA NAKO PAGOD! IVE BEEN THINKING ALL THESE STUFF EVEN BEFORE CLASSES STARTED! and i failed... I cant believe I forgot it.. nwala tlga sa icp ko sheeshh.. and i haet myself for being irresponsible.. if i would say a bad word right now, I want to say fuck myself! I hate myself. Anu-ano pa kasi iniisip mo. Maging robot ka nlng. Forget it. Mas mapapahamak ka alng sa ginagawa mo. |
i was thinking of celebrities or so-called celebrities who have the JA in their names.. wla lang. ahha napaicp..
international nmn:
eh sa pagkain?
eh sa gamit?
lugar?
random:
there you go. wla nako maicp.
my blog seems dead. and so are my dreams. hindi aspirations ha.. dreams tlga.. as in panaginip. know why? i always encounter paranormal things in my dreams. i dont know why. ive encountered a friends keleton. ive encountered the grudge kid ive encountered a dakota fanning look a like scary kiddie ghost if i dont have these kind of dreams, i usually have dremas where there's violence and i get to be the heroine. if not, my dreams are always filled with mystery mixed with fantasy. ever heard of a train flying on air without tracks? ever seen a building without floors? ever seen ships on asphalt, and im rowing. ever seen me fight the dark evil queen in my pink ranger costume? my dreams are weird.. doe sit reflect something about my thoughts and personality? i guess so but what is it about?? maybe im just paranoid, morbid, and imaginative that's why i have a dreamy mind. Maybe I also have these dreams because I always imagine and create imaginary things in my mind. scary? well i dont know. question, do i look scary to you? does knowing my dreams make me a scary person? Do you know what's going in my mind? Am i scared? |